It may have bèen bipolar bear.
Maybe @Sarad
Maybe @Azley
Maybe @Ninjastar
It four years ago and I can’t check since that account is gone
I believe it was @TheBest. 


The first person to talk to me was @anon9798425,
He told me not to talk about weed on the forum.
First person was @Azley under his old account. Second was @jukebox. I was afraid my diagnosis meant I would become violent one day, and they were great at reassuring me.
It’s a little fuzzy memory, but I believe mine was @Noise.
Shocking. I’m typically the first one. Never mind.
I can’t remember. Whoever it was though I’m thankful for it. This forum has been a literal lifesaver for me. Loads of wonderful people. It makes me less ashamed to suffer from a mental illness knowing good people deal with it too.
I did not have the best start here I remember half the forum was ready to fight me 
but I think my first person was @Pikasaur
luckily we were able to become friends after that!!
And I think most of the people I talked to in that thread dont hate me now at least 
Yeah @Azley and @Sarad or anyone else romance on the forum was deeply troubling. Sorry I didn’t reach you first.
I have no idea.
I dont remember exactly who, but I remember me and @TheBest used to be vivid supplement experimenters in my early days here.
I think it was @SurprisedJ. Next time I got on there was over a year later and he was gone. I wish my parents didn’t try to send me to medical school and just treated me in 2015. Then I would be much higher functioning right now.
We definitely don’t hate you! And you should be proud of how much you’ve grown since you first came here.
Lol 
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Ah I think it was @far_cry0 !
Mine was a year ago and it was @anon20318121
I think you garnished that opinion after being here awhile and even maybe liked the romance.
@everhopeful was among first who talked to me in my thread, he gave me advice but i was paranoid and I didn’t believe him, this was a few years ago. Cheers man!
Think it was @far_cry0.