what med helped you?
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almost take every AP and nothing works for me.
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I believe people can hear my thoughts when I’m in their presence. I stopped having bad thoughts because of it I think it’s a combination of body language and psychic activity and my eyes.
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what meds do you take? dont you have any results?
Perphenazine 24mg and Abilify 7mg
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did you try other meds?
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I tried RISPERDAL and it eliminated the broadcasting also
Stress will trigger it back on any medication though
How long have you been taking these medicines? Why am I not getting better ?
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I have been taking Perphenazine for 30 years and Abilify for going on 5 years
Those feelings of me being violated Telepathically stopped when Abilify was added at low dose
I started with only 2mg of Abilify and am trying to work my way up to 10mg
Those feelings(not the thoughts) from thought broadcasting were the worst for me when dealing with thought broadcasting
when the feelings stopped I could reason that it was a delusion and think my whay out of it a lot better
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When I get very stressed with it my head can twitch to one side almost out of control a while ago
and make a quick no like gesture, like I am nodding no to sombody
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I am so over it I forgot that is what it’s called… that old sense of feeling like being immediately sandwiches in with everyone around… all of them against me… man hard times.
it’s not easy to reverse. I’ve walked through alibrary of experiences… I’ll tell ya it took many years like 5 to 6 or more… before I started to find quiet.
and that notion of quite is still pretty easily challenged. these days I only hear voices when I’m alone… but they are distant and impersonal.
thought broadcasting isnt real… I think there is a common thread that connects those who experience thought broadcasting but its not material metaphysical or anything to fear. it isnt real by any means.
I do think, as someone who has experienced this, that it is an important oddity to document.
To me it feels like I was stuck watching everyone and everything they were doing… simultaneously. just that damn sensitive to every change. and they were all looking pretty trivial and selfish… everyone is just a child in the sand box. both innocent and malicious.
but yeah it really hard to detail the transition from that back to normailty. it wasnt real. i guess the framework of hallucinations just starts failing to not contradict itself… then it contradicts itself all the time… then its suddenly not real (by sudden I mean from one month to the next)
I mean its spooky… the fear just loops back into some big ordeal… small cues big fears…
paranoia and fear themself is paramount to understand.
fear is structurally built into the mind on the most integrated levels… we have an amygdala and a frontal cortex just to counteract fear… and thats a balance of power. Like a branched government in there.
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sounds corny but you need to take an inventory of trust…
its almost cliche… actually it is cliche. no one in the world is important.
like solipsism… psychosis is highly solipsistic… it’s dramatic…
on a more somber note before I go on trying to capture the nature (and healing power) of humility and acceptance.
I do feel an utter disconnect from the person I was before psychosis and now 10 years later.
I did my best to follow the picture on the box but the lego kit came without instructions.
I will say my confusions with life and having lived through and with psychosis aside… I am basically a normal person… the way I struggle and what I struggle with are the same things my siblings, coworkers, strangers I wind up relating to…
psychosis or not human life is human life… and its not automatic
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High dose Invega.
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How long did it take you to beat it?
Well, I never beat it but it’s not as bad as it was in the past.
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I tried without meds successfully but only temporarily worked. Olanzapine didn’t overcome it but made it not as distressing
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Who else have thought broadcasting?
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