600mg Seroquel XR
12mg invega & 400 mg seroquel. Plus 8-12 shots of jameson for sanity purposes, lol.
15mg olanzapine (zyprexa) at night!
Risperdal Consta 37.5 mg injection every two weeks.
Geodon 240 mg per day in divided doses
Seroquel 200 mg every night
Abilify 10mg. It keeps me stable, but not much else.
Abilify is popular in this forumâŚ
I would recommend everybody ask their pdocs about polypharmacotherapy when it comes to their APâs. A lot of times, two APâs work better than one. And if two donât work, adding a third AP just might.
Iâm on three APâs and it was that third AP addition that did the trick for me in stabilizing me and getting rid of my worst psychosis.
Risperidone 3mg as my Antipsychotic
I also take Depakote ER as my Mood Stabilizer
I am on Haldol 10mg, vraylar 6mg and fanapt 12 mg
I take Invega 12mg.
I missed my dose on saturday and by the time I took it on Sunday it had made me really dizzy and sick. Like when I was going through withdrawals from it last year when I quit for four days. But @everhopeful convinced me to get back on it.
Risperidone 2 mg + Pacitane 2 mg.
Risperidone 1.50mg am. and 1.75mg pm.
I like haldol. I donât have any side effects and it helps with my voices.
5mg Abilify - PM
Risperdal 3mgs and .5mgs as needed if Iâm stressed.
I take my Risperdal at 7pm now so I can wake up consistently at about 8:30am.
400mg Clozaril 1515
Nada,Zip, and none- sobâŚwish it was Haldol, Topamax.
abilify 1x per day 20 mg straterra 40mg 1x per day ,and amitriptyline 50mg at bed time.
SeroquelâŚ
I am back on Geodon as of today. I noticed my hallucinations are identifiable as such, not overwhelming like on Rexulti- I even tested it by going around my folks today- I noticed that I misheard my mom say something and asked her to repeat it, I didnât just let it and the other voices I was hearing go- good stuff.
I also notice that my delusions are identifiable as delusions- I will start to think something strange and then recognize it as strange before believing it and not being able to convince myself otherwise- it is scary how powerful the symptoms can be.
The other news on my end is that I feel more awake and enjoying myselfâŚalso not suicidal tonight, which is a big change; I have been suicidal come every late evening for a while.
My appetite is normal, for some reason I binged and then purged- probably out of anxiety- it is an ancient coping mechanism in my mind- I was full blown anorexic at age 16. I then ate a bowl of cereal and feel normal now.
I should have never gone off the GeodonâŚI just needed prazosin for blood pressure and sleepâŚI am on it now, in fact I took the Geodon one day like a week or two ago, then slept pretty well on the prazosin. I guess I am back to where I left last summer- things were a sure bet, as in I was very much a safe bet by everyone who knew me when it came to graduate school. Well, I am accepted into a different (actually, better) program which starts in the fallâŚmy lifestyle will fall back into place, I figure- I am controlling my environment, found out I can leave this apartment by paying two hundred bucks, and I found a new place to go- also joined a new gym- that and the new graduate program should have me sorted out, back on the meds I killed undergrad and got admitted to grad schools on- this stuff is reliable when it comes to making me function and experience symptom relief.
I really hope the insomnia doesnt happen on the prazosin, that would ruin my life. Here is hopingâŚmaybe sacrifice a Velociraptor or perhaps bake a potato for the mercy of potato god for me.
My immediate family really needs me to become a licensed shrink so that we can support ourselves- times have been really rough, and my intellectual performance (I really am pretty accomplished in academia) is the ticket to better times, especially for me and my sister who also has bipolar, but she doesnât have schizophrenia or PTSD like I do.
Geodon is dank.
Rexulti is BOOOOOWL OF SHYT
saprhis is whack
celexa sucks
seroquel is stupid
zyprexa is hell
haldol is deeper into hell
Mouse is starting to come back to the light
hoping it doesnt blind him