Got permanently banned from wrong planet so came here. Realized I’m more schizophrenic than autistic even though I got both.
Why did they ban you? For your delusions?
Doesn’t matter. I honestly don’t know why or really care. I cannot remember.
I didnt like the admin for sure or ceo. Hes some Hollywood celebrity lol.
Then I figured I was too flirty with the women there and said inappropriate stuff.
This forum is more forgiveing and open compared to most places.
I mean most people wouldn’t make it over there.
I think and tend to think autistic people are worse…
Only thing thst bothers me is I cannot take down my pictures. Pisses me off.
I’m over it
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I would rather be autistic than having my severe negative symptoms, I can’t even take care of myself other than taking a sh!t and eating lol Even when I sh!t and dirty everything from diarrhea I can’t clean, I become overwhelmed and I leave it for my parents. I bath once every 8 days with the help of my parents. It sucks.
I wouldn’t mind being non social and I am already non social bcz of negative symptoms. I can’t take care of myself, idk about autistics, many are married or living independently.
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Part of the reason I’m so delusional is because I got aspergers. I thought autism countered the psychosis like imprinted brain theory. I read stuff like that.
I’ve never really hallucinated. It’s like I am immune.
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I never hallucinated b4 taking meds. I took meds and got hallucinations when I stopped meds. Meds are addictive, the brain gets used to them so if you stop them you’ll get a worse psychosis than before taking meds.
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Now I get hallucinations and paranoia everytime I reduce my 4mg Risperdal.
I think some of my delusions are real. Not all of them of course, but I believe in many worlds theory of quantum mechanics or the multiverse aka parallel universes. So I feel most if not all my memroies, thoughts, and delusions are from past lives in these alternative worlds. Stuff that makes me disabled and paranoid and sick and stuff. I feel like I experienced immortality, mind uploading, and transhumanism. Same thing with consciouness transfer. Stuff that doesn’t exist for 100+ years.
Even hal finney (bitcoin guy) tried using his money to be immortal through freezing his head.
I feel like I tried that and it doesn’t work. You’d think he would know that or remember he is already immortal like I am. (common delusion, I guess here).
I had my mind uploaded by grey aliens and stuff for true, real immortality. It took years to realize I am quasi-immortal. The body is temporary while the mind is quantum/immortal.
I keep waking up in 2013 I guess as best as I know. Some time travel stuff is going on.
It felt like a do-over or a mind wipe, but I have my theories on the mind and body which I discussed over the years that the body is an antenna for the mind. Hence once the mind goes into the body, it has to adjust and start over due to the brain in this universe and the biology, but since the mind is quantum, it can sometimes remember stuff from previous lives in the quantum multiverse. just my 2 cents here.
Its possible but no one can prove it and no one can prove God either. I always think that everyone is going to Heaven and I get suicidal thoughts to get into Heaven faster. My parents get mad and say I am crazy. They can’t prove me wrong either. Its a delusion that has been with me since my first memories. Its not getting fixed by meds at all. I just learned to live with it.
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Everyone can be like that. Don’t pick on certain populations with disabilities.
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Hey there is a new movie about scitzophrenia called words on a bathroom wall I viewed the trailer sounds great but not out for streaming yet cheers
I for one could care less what your ethnicity is. I don’t mean that in a rude or mean way. We’re friendly here. Glad to have you arkadaş
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Thanks @loke .i also never felt discriminited at here and i don t think its about my etnicity or something.i just feel weird.i think its just a delusion.thank you for warm reply.
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rica ederim (you’re welcome)
I’m using google translate so I hope I’m not saying rubbish.
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