The pursuit of happiness. A lot of this is intellectual and artistic development.Sometimes I do wish for a female partner, but that may not be realistic. I’m studying .html and .css coding through udemy. As long as I have a decent pc and an internet connection I have a virtual studio.
To be real a rl relationship is unlikely and would hurt more than it would be worth if it happened.
Maybe I don’t trust women except when I view them as friends things are golden.