Everybody is searching for something, Inspired from the wishes poem. =)
I wish only to completely move on with my life. Forget the old people, who hurt me. Certain friends, online drama and just have a peaceful life. At the same time I wonder sometimes to pack everything and move away. But I did that a couple times with no good result so I better make the most of my life right now, and figure out a way to stop the obsessive thought disorder. That has been my only horrible struggle recently.
Life isn’t perfect and seeking for perfection makes us unsatisfied. You can have a lot of things and struggle for them, but when you get it (expecting life gets perfect), you discover that it isn’t enough. You discover you need something else to have a perfect life.
Of course a cure for schizophrenia would be a great thing, but we don’t have it yet.
What would make my life better (not perfect!) is if I had enough money to pay off the little bit of credit card debt I’ve built up right away. Also, I would like my mother to pass away peacefully soon, maybe even before winter.
Nah that’s not it. The places people are right now are good enough for me (and for them). What I want is knowledge that I don’t have right now haha. But thank you.