What is the bloody point. I can’t get anything right. Nothing I say it do is right. My parents hate me. My colleagues hate me. I don’t fit in anywhere. I don’t have any friends. I am not normal. What is the bloody point to this existence. I might as well call it quits but I don’t have the guts to do that.
I feel really worthless I am sick and tired of this no wonder I have no friends I don’t deserve any.
You are a beautiful girl, and based on your comments you are very intelligent. You are merely going through a change of seasons, I guarantee it. Listen to this song. I think it might help you understand the cycles of life.
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I’m sorry ish… But it’s just a bad phase, it’s going to pass. Things will get better. Hang in there!
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I was talking to my mum about getting a pet maybe I won’t feel so lonely and she just told me to quit stressing her out.
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Nah, nothing of it is true. You are depressed so your perception is not objective. I think it is because you are a perfectionist, and one little mistake makes you doubt your entire existence. Don’t do that to yourself.
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my depression is like a trance, i got stuck in it for 2 hours yesterday. the nights rest and sleep helped recharge me. i am gone back to my stable self
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I was perfectly OK yesterday and now I feel like i want to be hit by a train this morning.
Try changing your environment to low intensity when that happens. Surround yourself with easy to get along people.
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@anon80629714 i let my trance like depression run it’s course, like going through a tunnel there is always light at the end of it, it sometime feels there’s no light when traveling through it, but there is garanteed
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Do you take meds?
Yeah I had to restart them but the dose is reduced and I have to wean myself off slowly
You went back to meds? What made you change your mind?
Ish , if you can’t function as you’d like , then I would suggest you should reprioritise what’s important to you
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If you are having serious suicide ideation I would seriously consider upping the dose. Meds can help with that. It is not worth dying over.
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Yes because got frequently depressed and my doc told me this was withdrawals and I need to get back on them on a lower dose and wean off slowly.
Oh I see. I really hope you made the right choice in giving them up.
Just remember that things change. You won’t be like this forever.
@anon80629714, You are an Emotional wreck because you are going through withdrawals.
But it could also mean that your moods are more unstable because you are not medicated.
If things dont work out for you, I would reconsider going back on Meds.
Only Time will tell how you do - Best of luck to you
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Same for me I was depressed last night I think my abilify is too high cuz I didn’t take it last night and feel better today.