Anytime. I know it really helps me to talk through my unusual thoughts and have someone help me see the holes.
Still what if itâs Mossad?
Well, do you have any connection to them?
If I was accused of terrorism they could be involved as counterterrorism.
What did you do that anyone would think youâre a terrorist?
And still, the US police or FBI or whatever would be the first contact. They wouldnât let you go this long without contact. They would bring you in for questioning at the very least.
I made a scary as hell video where Iâm eating chips and acting demonically. I also took pictures with fruit and there was a butcher knife underneath the fruit but you could still make out the outline of the knife with the fruit.
I also mentioned ISIS in one of my raps.
If any of that was at all a problem a LOT of people would be in trouble.
None of that sounds concerning at all.
Isis is not in north korea.
Biden called Kim Jong Un and he didnât even pick up. NK has no rapport with the Biden admin at all.
I think the government was questioning my neighbor though not me. I overheard something along those lines. Now my neighbor as of recently needs help. She doesnât sound with it so even if I was to ask her she wouldnât say so.
No. You sound like youâre trying to make this make sense. I mean this in three nicest way possible, but you need to tell yourself to stop. Stop trying to piece things together. This doesnât make sense. Itâs not true. No one is after you. You are not a terrorist. When you get those thoughts, say the word stop.
My old therapist used to tell me to say the word stop out loud and then do math problems in my head until I wasnât obsessing anymore. It really does help.
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I just feel like the forum is biased in favor of finding people delusional when they really might not be. This is dangerous I think.
Think of the set possibilities that are delusion, vs. the possibilities that are real.
Think.
What if the whole thing is real?
Do you guys all think Iâm schizoaffective?
Delusion: Nothing happened yet.
No one contacted me. But when I felt contacted it was through my head.
No one arrested me.
If they were to get me, why wait?
Reality: I did questionable things like I wrote a paper where I thought I was possessed by an angel and said I would âbe thereâ and then went to my school.
Maybe they just wait? To get people?
Maybe they donât contact people? But why wouldnât they?
Remote neural monitoring. They contacted me through my head. But isnât that just a conspiracy theory?
Thanks @naturallycured for this idea. This helps! I see now I donât have much to worry about but I still feel cautious.
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Itâs hard to get rid of delusions. Itâs a constant fight to remind yourself itâs not real.
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Itâs exhausting. On top of the restless leg syndrome which is exhausting. And then I still have to do my steps to try to lose weight. Itâs all so exhausting. And no one seems to understand in my family.
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Same. No one in my family understands either.
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I was also really involved with IT and wrote weird raps that were religious.