I have the intelligence of a rotted coconut.
It sucks ass, i’ve been slapped so many times im just scarred and bruised, if the slaps had been physical id be dead although at times they were.
If i only had a brain.
The cruel laughter has made me sick, it makes you sick in your stomach when you hear it, like an invisible dart, it’s made me whither inside.
I dislike how I am a pervert (bisexual and ■■■■) and how I like Japanese anime porn (its called hentai) cuz that ■■■■ just feels wrong (my shrink said its ok though) but look at it routinely and how I have aggression problems. Im probably gonna go look at hentai now, its bedtime. Whatever…its better than hitting on everyone (but I still hit on people who are irresistible at parties and clubs) whatever its doctor approved “everyone in Japan looks at it” so just consider me Japanese at 11pm a few times a week. Now I feel less guilty.
I also dislike how my mood is directly related to how much xanax I have taken. Earlier today I was saying goofy pervert crap to my friends and messing with them while they were playing video games, then I took my afternoon xanax and fell half asleep for 45 minutes. They were like “have you taken your meds?” and I was like NOT YET MOTHER****ERS they didnt like it then I took it and was out for a bit
but yeah im a pervert and im aggressive
I am a dirty young man
these posts are all hilarious
Lmfao
i hate the fact that i have a poor memory,my weight,my hair,i don’t hear that good,and the list just continues…etc…
I view it from this perspective of this. There is a man who got in a car accident is paralyzed from his chest down and is blind. He’s been sitting at his house for years being feed by caregivers, and he just blesses The Lord everyday because he can still hear, and is happy with life. Thinking positive really goes a far way.
Being tall is elegant and graceful. I wish I were a few inches taller, clothes always drape a taller body nicer.
I’m 5’2"…I was shopping in the kids department.
Getting asked what grade I am going in every August. The usual is “are you going in grade 6 or 7”. 
Then you need to eat more than just baked beans. (just joking with you)
People would always make fun of me for wearing boys large T-shirts, mostly because they are a longer and more narrow fit than the women’s shirts-which are always shorter and wider.
sigh…wish I could still wear them…loved the dark colors.
I don’t like my imperfections like being conceited, or prideful.
Those things are probably just defense mechanisms though…go easy on yourself.
I dislike my fake smiles,I would like to change my fake smiles to focus on what the other person had to say and not use fake smiles as a pass
I dislike the fact that I’m not much of a go getter and an optimist.
tendency to hallucinate and obessesive pointless thinking. Think I can eventually overcome it though. Must simplify and float.
Nothing I do like about myself.
An old one - Baked Beans. I used to get that. Now the look at my gray hair + keep quiet. Same with buying cigarettes.
I don’t like my lack of empathy + lack of understanding when talking to a person about something important.
Maybe you can improve by trying to understand what the other person is talking about and not let anxiousness or low confidence affect you
Teeth/weight/general appearance/social ineptitude/
I don’t like how my nose gets cold even in the summer, how lint gets in my belly button and in between my toes no matter how often i shower and worst of all i don’t like the strawberry birthmark on my forehead.
Socially awkward and anxious, anger, negative symptoms.
I wish I had more confidence to do more on my own. I wish I didn’t doubt myself so much. This illness killed my self confidence. I wish I could get it back.
The catastrophic thinking along with the self doubt and some of the paranoia… just makes my life silly and makes me feel needy.
I know that self confidence is a skill that can be built… I’ll just keep trying.