What was your reaction to risperidal?
Mine was severe anxiety but it did help my schizophrenic symptoms.
I really feel like it doesnt do much, but I skipped it once for a couple days and I woke up to people screaming in my head like there is telepathy. I was always a very schizophrenic person. Able to feel things through imagination always having delusional thoughts through processing environmental potentiality. Exploring the unknown. It wasn’t until I started hallucinating telepathy that I learned just how dangerous delusional thinking can be. Respiridone keeps my hallucinations and voices from getting any worse as I find ways to make them get better. I really don’t like taking pills but its the least I can do for my family as I have a tendency to process suicidal thought when the going gets rough.
If I was cured I would study a writing course and get a writing job. Maybe I will still do that with my symptoms, but the lack of motivation really gets me, I can’t shake it off. Its enough to get up, clean the house and cook and come on here. Oh and go with hubby to shops or wherever. Furthermore I am tied up with symptoms.
Yeah Im trying my best to put y symptoms out my mind. I think shut the voices off now if I just dont think about them, Maybe theyll always be there, they just seem to freak out a little when I address them. F telepathy I’m just not gonna believe that ■■■■ anymore.
Risperidone stops my hallucinations but I still get delusional a bit, but I feel at ease knowing the meds can help me like this 
Yeah respiridone keeps things from getting worse for me. I’m having better luck on the niacin. Really just got to get active and live this down. I don’t allow myself to be delusional any more. I mean delusional thinking is like playing and I just have to quit. But my delusions aren’t paranoid they are based around my symptoms.