Went out today

Was at home without my parents so I decided to go out by myself. I dressed in a floral dress, cardigan, and boots for some reason became uncomfortable to walk in. When I went outside I was doing okay but went to a clothing store and noticed my reflection and I felt I looked so terrible. And later on I was having some anxiety when I felt like someone was shrinking my body and inserting thoughts into my mind and pictures that I didn’t want to see. I don’t want to be a wreck but I’m fighting against people trying not to make me look good. I don’t understand their comments and why not make a person look better than worse. They could make me look thinner but all they do is the opposite. I don’t want them to disfigure me although I felt they did. They kind of go crazy every time I think about it.

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Sorry to hear you had trouble outside @see121. I’ve seen your pictures and you dress and look fine. It’s a shame, you just had self doubts when you didn’t really need to. Hopefully next time you go out you’ll do better but that was an accomplishment to go out by yourself. Have a nice night.

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