I’m just hoping I accomplish something today. I have the same list of things to do that I’ve had all week that I still haven’t worked on. Build nightstand, charge new vacuum, work on photos, I can add hang up new curtains and mood lighting to that list too. I’ve got plenty of little projects around the house but like I keep saying my wanna is broken, lol. Well enough about me and my obvious lack of motivation, what about you. What are you doing today?
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@Leaf it is not broken… you just need to calmly focus on one thing at a time , my friend
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Aren’t you the one who had knee surgery a while back?
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yes i am . the one that had knee surgery.
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Well, how have you recovered?
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I am at 90% mobility, and no more knee pain until i try to push with it going up steps. other than that I am doing very well with it even though it is still healing internally.
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That’s fantastic, so you’re glad you did it then?
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yep, sure am glad you all helped me thru it.
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I feel like you took a break from here for awhile, were you okay? or was I just missing you?
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I am ok. I was just getting stuff I slacked off on completed. No worries. It only was about 2days. Sorry you missed me, and yes I missed you too.
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Well no matter, it’s always good to see you. I like having nice gentlemen around. Reminds me of my sons.
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I would like to tidy and shower. I would like to be able to move around today, that’s what I am hoping for first
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I’m playing games. I need to take a shower and am baking chicken for today. It’s just simple baked chicken with lawry’s, pepper, and garlic salt. That’s how I usually make it.
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I went to the dentist and had to skip the gym today. The dentist gave me a shot last week Monday for pain and my jaw is still in pain where she did it. We don’t know why but it really hurts. She told me today to take ibuprofen around the clock and see if it goes away eventually. I hope it doesn’t last much longer
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What was going to be a post on here is looking more like a very long winded piece of work…
I had an espresso and now I’m contemplating how to be prepare for a long evening… have to go in a do the delivery driving thing and I may have just set my self up with some added positive symptoms… something I’ve grown sort of… weak against as my mental health has gotten better.
it’s a paradox. The battle is exhausting… but it’s almost like winning part of the time just sets me up to be caught off guard… what’s the worst that could happen within 10 hours from now… certainly nothing I haven’t already faced…
That’s one of my primary tactics… just look at the time frame. The whole timeframe until I can rest again. Only a 5 hour shift… I think I should be able to handle 5 hours. It really isn’t that long at all… not even a full quarter of a day.
I have an appointment with my therapist today, at 2pm. That’s pretty much all I’m doing. 
We’re going to do EMDR and cover my most traumatic experience. So, I might cry a lot.
today was one of those days where I just eat a lot,
yea that’s it really on days like that
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yeah, I did that yesterday, I was not happy. I hope the rest of your day goes good
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Thanku leaf I’m just taking it easy now. The rest of the week will be good. I wish the same for you. 
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Thank you. I kind of feel that way too. Like alright I was bad, so now I can be good from now on.
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