Yeah it can be so much suddenly being around a bunch of fam. I cried and got an uber home last time i went to a big family gathering. Couldnt handle the rustle and bustle and all the socializing. They are all lovely people though. Its all me. Anxiety sucks.
Yea it’s tough. I try not to be with bunch of people whether others are single or not. I get lot of weird thoughts and fear of blabbering something stupid.