So I saw my dad today. Brought the hubby and kids and had lunch with my dad, mom and sister. It was awesome to see him doing so well. I love it because every time I see him he is doing better each time.
I’m super excited because my mom can’t be there with him on Tuesday, so I’m going to go there for few hours and keep him company. He seemed very excited about it and told me to come. I kind of have low self esteem and I think everyone finds me annoying. It warmed my soul that Dad really wants me to come and spend time with him. 
Anyway, my oldest daughter has turned eight so we are throwing a party for her at chuck e cheese and some family on both sides will be there. I will miss my parents presence but it will be good seeing the other family members, too. Long post over, I am becoming less anxious and stressed every day. It’s just a slow process with my dad and I just want him to be whole and well again soon. My hallucinations are bad but my panic attacks are decreasing. I’m having a good day.