I’ve got a lot on my mind so I thought I’d do a mind dump for the next few days or so since I have a lot going on
My mother-in-law has cancer and is having surgery tomorrow morning and I gotta drive most of it at the very least we gotta get up at 4:30 am just to make it on time so I’m going to be tired I gotta go to bed at like 8 tonight
I’m trying to lose weight and it’s hard
I’ve been talking to doctor’s again about children and they say as long as I’m stable I’m fine to have one so I’m stressed I’ve done a lot of research and we might try but I am scared and he really wants a child and so do I, if we can’t have one we might try adoption but first we wanna try.
I made Mexican soup yesterday in my pressure cooker and it was amazing and it was so good it’s already gone and it was made just yesterday morning!
My right hand is going numb at night like my left did before surgery and both hands swell during the night
I keep forgetting to do my physical therapy at home work
I have spent from 8am until now (2pm) mostly alone and still I’m mostly alone… They only let two people with the patient or waiting area and my husband’s grandma wanted to come so I decided to let them stay since they are blood and I’m just the daughter-in-law and really I’m not complaining to much… I’m just lonely, I wish I was up there too… She made it out of surgery maybe 20 minutes ago so they’re waiting to see her and talk to her and I’ll probably not get to see her but that’s okay I guess… I just wish I didn’t feel so gosh dang alone today… It’s been so quiet and the chairs aren’t comfortable so it’s not like I can nap… I’m tired and I’m lonely, other than that I’m okay… Just a little update… See y’all!
I hope your mother in law’s surgery went well. Good luck
on trying for a baby. I hope you’re able to lose weight and get the physical therapy done. The soup must have been amazing. I hope your hands get better. That sounds tough.
@LilyoftheValley it’s okay my husband and I are home now but I’m cramping now so I’m hurting some. Thanks I hope but we’ll see. Thanks it tasted amazing!
@HollyHobbie yeah her surgery went well, and my husband and I are home I’m really glad but I’m cramping really bad. Thanks I hope I get pregnant easily. Weight loss isn’t going well but I’m trying. Physical therapy is going well though. The soup was amazing!!! I hope so too. Kinda but I’ve been through worse.
I don’t feel very good tonight guys, my stomach hurts like cramping kinda, I’m BMing a lot, and I got dizzy for a moment while on the toilet idk what to think or do
maybe you will get lucky and have a baby—hope it works out and ur ready and all…sounds like something is pulling u to it–maybe its right but be easy on yourself sounds like ur going thru a lot of life stressors
I want to have at least on baby its not too late–but i dont think Im pregnant–they said im not i just am late on my period by 12 or more days could just be from being bedridden and despite that i want a baby i dont want to be pregnant right now beause it wasnt my soulmate or the right person
Thanks @anon57496651 I hope you find that person and have a baby just make sure it’s the right person. I finally found my guy and I hope you find yours
