I don’t have hallucinations and don’t hear voices, so if I had those I’d be screwed as it’s down to a matter of survival for me already.
Watch that the booze doesn’t become a habit. I.e. You start drinking in your own regularly. I had to go to AA to get that sorted.
I do have a suggestion though:
Whenever you get some hellish thinking (as indicated in the title of your thread) pop some L-theanine. 200mg seems to get rid of hellish thinking. At least for me.
http://m.iherb.com/Now-Foods-L-Theanine-100-mg-90-Veggie-Caps/853