I’m not psychotic I just have depression. The spirits are real so there’s nothing wrong with me. I deny I have delusions I don’t. The spirit world is real.
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You’ve always been a kind and thoughtful soul on this forum @Hadeda.
Nobody/ nothing is punishing you for any past transgressions. Funnel your energy into a positive activity…be it writing or crafts…etc.
We all wish we could have take-backs in this life…but it’s not healthy to dwell on the past. Make a conscious effort to live in the present, and make all of your tomorrows worth your while. 
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I second @Patrick. I thought God was speaking to me, and that I was a prophetess . That morphed into getting visits from Satan and his demons. I was worried about burning in hell for all eternity for years. APs made that go away.
I’m sorry your AP isn’t working well enough. You really aren’t going to hell. Please tell your dr what you’re thinking
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I didn’t say I’m going to hell I just said the spirit world is real and I’m not psychotic I don’t think so . I’m scared if I am a liar …if I told the pdocs wrong.
I think you should have a very Frank discussion with your pdoc about your beliefs so you can know for certain if you’re considered psychotic or not
When I was in hospital and told my pdocs about the spirits and radio they wrote on the discharge paper “bizarre” delusions. Don’t know why it’s so bizarre…
And yet my present pdoc said when I asked am I psychotic he said no. (This was the same dr who wants to take me off my mood stabilizer)
So who’s telling the truth here?
I forgot- what’s the belief about the radio?
There’s an invisible one in my head made of spirit matter that plays inaudible but noticeable music from the spirits alien and Sarah
Two nights ago Sarah brought her friend along Miranda and they were like “Saraaah how are youuuu?” in my head made me laugh
But really I never had Miranda before . Two female spirits! It’s kind of strange…
You’re delusional. Sorry.
The music doesn’t come from me so it must come from somewhere and someone so that means there’s a transmitter there
Your meds aren’t doing enough for you. I think you need to talk to your pdoc about this
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You are classic Schizophrenia. I agree your delusions are not under control.
I’m sorry @Hadeda , bit they released you too quickly. Your mental health is slipping again. Are you actually taking your meds?
None of that is real, no matter how much you want it to be. I know you won’t believe that and that’s because you are very ill.
No one else on this planet can talk to spirits or talks about a spirit world except for mentally ill people and scammers.
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I don’t feel ill, I feel ok but just worried I’m a liar and that I’m not delusional but I don’t feel ill. Why would I be ill just because I believe in spirits?
Yes I’m taking my meds. I take 500mg amisulpride and 4mg haloperidol and lamotrigine and mirtazapine
It isn’t the belief of spirits, but the extent. Lots of people believe in spirits but don’t believe they talk or interact with them. Tbh, those people are delusional as well, but don’t take it to your extreme.
I was convinced everything was real too. But after I found meds that took all the weird sh*t I was experiencing away I realized I was psychotic.
I dont “sense” or “feel” any of that kind of stuff anymore.
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Do normal people have music in their heads?
I don’t know. I’m not normal.
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You know how you keep saying you don’t need meds? This is why you need your meds.
Hope you’re stable again soon.
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