There are others

Unusual Beliefs
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Who have experienced things similar to me. Who were raped and otherwise abused/tortured by a demon or other supernatural force. One woman whose story I read suffered it for 12 years and is still not free. I thought the year and a half or so I suffered was hell. I would not have lasted 12. I am very grateful that moving somehow stopped the issue.

My concern seeing others’ stories is that what if what happened to me was real? And not just psychosis?? There’s so many factors to take into account. I still don’t understand what happened to me at all. Ever since my minor meltdown delving into things yesterday I’ve been hallucinating and somewhat on the edge. To make matters better I have probably either pulled or torn my rotator cuff carrying all my heavy stuff into my apartment from home and am in a very decent amount of pain.

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ouch. sorry to hear that. I put my delusions away a long time ago. I still feel haunted by the visions of what I imagined a long time ago, but it’s rare anymore I feel lucky.

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It wasn’t “imagined” I was ■■■■■■■ raped and/or molested along with verbal abuse every night and day. I was tortured. Every night was me doing everything in my power to prevent being raped while they tormented me until I gave in. Praying and crying and God not doing anything. Every day. Every night. Just waiting until I felt its touch and then having to go into ■■■■■■■ war mode. WHY would that happen to me?? It doesn’t make sense.

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It doesn’t make sense, but at least you’re more safe now. There’s no reason for any of us to have gone through what we have. I try to keep my attention on what is important to me and what I want to preserve. I am still here. That is important.

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You know Anna, sometimes a person’s spiritual beliefs can hinder recovery from mental illness. I know I’m really not supposed to mention it on here.

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Question is why torture yourself by not taking meds if they are helping with all this? How did this other girl handle hers. ie take meds, Do therapy or just hope it all goes away.

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I feel the same way. Medication isn’t going to help this shits giving me man boobs is that what they are after is it? A bit of trans gender fun is it a bit of prolactin lose of testosterone shrink of the testicals fun argh they can go ■■■■ themselves.

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There are things I have experienced that I don’t know if they are real or not. I’d say the odds are about 50/50.

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Yeah i hear you anna, i was taken to a pyramid in the middle of nowhere, they thrashed me up there and tried to killed me.

And then on to the beach where i saw the faerie pan.

Of course we aren’t sick, we just live in an evil ■■■■ hole that’s all. Killings and torture abound for every single reason in the book.

And the entire earth will be slaughtered at the same time one day, like dominoes it’s going to fall.

Off to the bin of the loon where i was given the drugs and i was put away.

There is a hell and i can say i have been there, i’ve been there for a long time, just so happens hell was on the earth the whole time.