The question is now settled, I'm not schizophrenic,

[anon84461028]

Ive gone years without psychosis. But there really is no question since the first time I was hospitalized I’ve got the schiz

[agent101g]

Just because you feel better now doesn’t mean you’re cured. There is no cure. People just learn to live with it. It helps to act healthy around others, that is key.

Nobody I meet can tell I’ve got voices in my head.

[Ninjastar]

This place is open to anyone who has experienced psychotic symptoms. You fit the bill, regardless of how you’re managing it. You are welcome here, but if you don’t feel this is the place for you, you are free to move on.

@SzAdmin

Please pass this message on to anyone who is interested:

Occasionally we get an email from people who want to delete / anonymize their account here and leave the site.

That is fine, we have no problem with that - but the issue is that a very large percent of people change their minds after a while and cancel that request or just join again later. Because of this - and because of our desire for people to continue to get the support of friends and contacts here, we ask that you make two separate requests at least two weeks apart (sort of a “cooling off” period). If you think about it and two or more weeks after your first request you really want to fully anonymize your account - then send me a second email stating why you want to leave (we always want to make this site better, so we appreciate the feedback on how we can improve the site) - and tell me its your second request.

I will then anonymize your account - which deletes all the email addresses associated with the account and changes the user name to something like anon98er9783 (some random number after it).

The software is not setup to delete all your past posts, and because there are many good tips and suggestions that people provide in posts and conversations here we want keep a conversation so that it is understandable by people who read these posts months after they are made. If you have revealed personal information in posts, we can delete a small number of posts or edit out any personal information (city, etc. you might be from, if you care about that).

I hope this makes the process clear.

Thanks.

[anon84377678]

I’m almost a year off meds as well.

No symptoms whatsoever. I live a normal life.

I do have beliefs on aliens, Serpents, higher dimensions, God, consciousness etc, but these are just speculative theories. And many others share my beliefs.

Hopefully I won’t descend into psychosis again, but I do wonder if the meds that were injected into me can store some kind of dormant chemical inside my body (perhaps in adipose tissue? idk), and once they are released, I will go bananas again.

I’m a man of science, but pharmaceutical companies ultimate goal is money, power and control. They are run by Satanic individuals. Aps gave me blurred vision and terrible intrusive thought panic attacks, plus anxiety. Luckily all that stuff subsided 3 months after coming off meds last year.

I wish you all the best.

[agent101g]

I wouldn’t say Satanic. Science by its very nature rejects religiosity. Side effects can be rough though I can empathize with that.

[bluebutterfly]

Wish you the best - you will be missed,

[swordiebrom]

How many years did you last without aps?

[Crystal-Cotton]

I’ve never spoke word salad

[NotSeksoEmpirico]

I appreciate the bear hug.

[NotSeksoEmpirico]

Same here, but some people believe, as Protagoras once put it, that they “are the measure of all things”.

[Om_Sadasiva]

I’m glad for you.

[cigarino]

maybe you’ll be ok off meds, its not impossible. ive gone off meds before and even tho i didnt relapse or had symptoms ive always ended up back on them usually after reading on here and people saying what they think. i could probably manage off meds considering i was stable enough before starting them that i seeked out mental help myself just to get some peace of mind and not be bothered by voices. also i was never hospitalized. i doubt i have sza but im staying on the meds because the anxiety of not knowing if you are going to lose your mind one day is too much for me

[anon22846033]

Man,why you argue with schizophrenics?
You are cured,yet you provoke people.

[NotSeksoEmpirico]

You’re the only one claiming to feel provoked. Just ignore the thread if you find it so aggravating.

[Froge]

Ive had sza since i was 7 and didnt get on APs until i was 21

[NotSeksoEmpirico]

Thanks but I’m keeping my account for the time being. I’ll just be less active

[Naarai]

Im glad your sounding so positive about your condition.