today i was told that i was well respected in my area, maybe not by everyone but it made me feel good to hear that from someone i dont know very well and who is a lot older than me, i never thought i would ever have a good reputation, i guess its just my aura lol,
seriously though i think i am doing the right thing, i hated telling people i was doing nothing and it made me want to do something so now i am at the point where i am telling people that i am not just lounging around all day sipping coffee (no offense)
i am actively trying to seek out something to do, i am trying to recover, some people cant even do that they are so unwell but i said to people now that i feel a bit better i want to try and do something like a little job or something, i said i am trying to build myself up.
they know i have problems but they dont know that i am sz (i hope) anyway no-one has mentioned it.