Sunny weather makes me depressed because I feel I should be out in it enjoying it. I went into town today to get my meds and couldnât wait to get back.
One part of my brain was saying, âlook at the potential of what you could be doingâ the other was saying âjust get back to the comfort of the T.V.â
Iâm begining to wonder if I have an element of agoraphobia. That would explain a lot.
i enjoy the sunny weather indoors. for one, i donât need to hide in my bed covers like in the winter. that alone is very relieving and freeing. i can actually sit up, on my sleeping mat, without being cold. also, i get the extra sunlight from the window. i get a cool sunlight beam ghosting through the window. very comforting and calm.
i can walk outside without a coat, which helps me enjoy the weather more. and i can exercise indoors, without feeling cold like in the winter.
Try to get out at least once every day and go for a walk in the park. It will make you feel like youâre enjoying the weather even if you arenât. Besides itâs more than most people do. A lot of normies have very unhealthy habits.
Part of the problem is I live in an awkward place for transport. I have to get a taxi to go anywhere, but while I couldnât go out everyday I could certainly go out more than once a month which is all Iâm managing at the moment I suppose.
I think the main reason the hot sunny weather is hard for me is people to become a lot more agitated and aggressive, run around, shout, âhave a good timeâ but it seems like their good time means my panic attack. I prefer people hiding in their coats in the winter. I know this sounds misanthropic, I guess it is.