I feel like my muscle weakness and spasms are getting out of control. Yesterday I cried at work over being in pain and sensory overload and today was worse. I was late to work over it and left early so my boss offered to let me stay home tomorrow if need be. I really hate that I can’t be a reliable person, but my health isn’t reliable at all.
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What does your doctor say is the cause of it?
Functional neurological disorder and fibromyalgia
That sucks @Moon . That’s a very real phenomenon that happens to people. Are you working with a therapist to help you deal with life better?
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I’d take the day off if they’re offering it… I know it sucks to feel “unreliable” but we really can’t blame ourselves for being sick. sometimes I feel like I’m lazy but realistically I do a lot for someone who’s sz and has an injured back. You’re a hard worker too! You’ve worked for years and years in I’ll health. It’s ok to take a break 
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Yes I have a therapist. We’re doing trauma focused work
Thanks @POET for the kind words
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I’m sorry @Moon. I’ll be “thinking” about you.
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You feeling any better?
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Yes since I was able to sit all day I feel a lot better but I know that’s not healthy either
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Very nice! Sounds healthy to me if you’re tired… Wishing you good health. Feel better 
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