hi, just letting all know that i am somewhat stable now, i still seem to relapse every month, but i get valium from my gp to help keep me stable while my four antipsychotics are not enough to keep me stable…
they seem to help more than the antipsychotics for about a month then i need more…
i have come to the conclusion that my schizophrenia is a life long severe chronic situation, in which i heed to stay ontop of…
i am really scared that i will one fay end up in a straight jacket screamng for the sweet release of death but for now i keep myself as busy as pissible, exercising, doing art, learning human languages and everything i can find to keep myself preocupide…
ihave been persistentley taking my maximum dosages of ap’s and three extras for when things get bad but am kinda freaking out about how bad things will be in my 40’s 50’s 60’s etc…
just mostly here yo say i am ok, i have permanently stopped suicidal attempts although i still get ideations and boucs telling me i need to do it, i dont pay attention as much any more…
btw, it is soooooo hard to not pay attention to my vouces as evil as they seem to be because they sound like complete angels to me…
hopefully everyone else can learn something from this and stay on mexication, even though it is a majour struggle with weight gain etc…
i exercise every day and am stilll gaining weight, heading downhilll but trying to remain positive about everything possible…
dont know if any of this makes any sense but, hopefully it does… peace out, mogx…
Keeping busy is good. Thanks for the update!
As to what the future holds…that is a long times away for you! Worry about today and getting through tomorrow and the rest will sort itself out. It’s a journey for sure but you can get there!
Sounds like you’re doing all the right things. It’s good that you take your meds, stay busy and exercise. Don’t worry about the future, as it doesn’t help anything. I say that even though I worry all the time haha. Hope things continue to improve for you.
Good on you. Keeping busy and have breaks from the voices. I became chronic fatigue. I live my life simple with a minimum of work, close to nothing. Valium should calm you down. Maybe get your hearing checked. I have a constant ringing in my head but its hallucination they say. Makes me angry because its real I don’t go crazy about it. I keep calm. I never lost my control over it. Sounds like a certain frequency of radiowave or something.
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