Reading double/ triple meanings into music, ballcaps, t-shirts, signage on trucks, billboards, license plates.
It’s exhausting.
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Do you have any plan for when this happens? Like someone to call or a PRN like haldol you could take ?
Forgive me if I start posting ‘out there’ stuff.
I’ll try to contain it to this thread only.
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I have Olanzapine which I can take tonight.
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Ok, that’s good. I hope it works quickly for you.
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Making connections I believe are real…but probably aren’t…I hope.
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I hope you feel better Patrick.
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By connections if you mean, them having deeper meaning . No they don’t have deeper meaning
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Hope you feel better soon! 
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I hope your Olanzapine helps. If you need any help with fighting against the deeper meanings, I’m sure plenty of us here will try to help make sense of things.
I have had times where I read too much into everything. But talking about it and hearing about the basic meaning, no deeper meaning, helped me think more rationally.
I know how that feels. I call it being an airhead. That’s a term even normies use. But it fits the feeling. One just has to back off.
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Yup, I do the same thing all the time. It’s like a kind of hell where all the messages are just meant for you. The solution is to keep things in perspective and realize that people just have license plates and wear shirts without considering how they affect you. I go through this stuff all the time man. Every day is a battle. Yes, it’s exhausting.
Feel better @Patrick
Good thing for olanzapine
How are you feeling today?
Still skittish…thanks for asking.
The Radio in particular is driving me bonkers.
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That sucks. I hope that goes away soon.
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It’s just my silly delusion that I have become this giant ‘spectacle’ of sorts. It will subside eventually I hope…it always does.
I call it ‘action/ reaction’.
I make an action…expect a result…and when it doesn’t come I connect dots that have no business being connected…to make it all somehow fit the narrative.
I just end up responding to my own echo. But the whole process is exhausting. I haven’t slept well or eaten properly in days.
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I would tell your Dr about this.
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