She wants me

Unusual Beliefs
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My mother has always made me suffer and she wants me dead. Im best ignoring her again for my own mind

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That’s really awful. My mother was one of the few people I could trust.

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Im glad you have that relationship with your mum. Mine comes across ok to most people but she hates my guts i can tell, she always has. Its so awkward between us and i don’t know if some of its paranoia but the things she says. Im staying well away from her again

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She freaks me out. Ive just spent a night at parents :upside_down_face: but i can’t put myself through it again, never

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My parents gave up on me. They were perfectionists and always had something critical to say to me. I’m glad they’re gone.

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Im sorry you went through all that torment as well @PinCushion :people_hugging:

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I have a bad relationship with my mom cause of delusion that she wanted me dead.

Is that a possibility

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Thats why its such a relief to be accepted by people when i was never accepted by my own mother. And i really appreciate all of you being such nice people. Im sorry if anyone is horrified by this post but its a sad fact that not all parents are good people to their children

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I don’t know enough to comment @Kxev

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That magic feeling when you realize that your guardians, mentors, and parental figures do not have to be biological family.

I thank god that my parents are not so bad that I cannot live with them, and that I can forgive them for their faults.

Being led through bad experiences and advice from my mother, plus negligence and silent parenting from my father, I am glad that I could learn from them, even if is like trying to write your best work by taking the worst story you’ve ever seen and then rewriting it, while keeping as many of the bare bone skeleton parts in there from the original.

As much as we do not like it, we can judge outwards better than inwards. We often learn more about the world and how to live life than we give our parents credit for. Undoubtedly we see them more than we see ourselves (way too long in my case.) It is hard to learn without criticism and it is hard to criticize ourselves, thus learning from without via interaction is crucial.

Make a art exhibit out of a train wreck.

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Thanks for your advice. I feel i should give myself more credit for turning out okay and my father and my sister are decent. They have both got mental illness too. My husband is a rock to me now. I just have to break from thinking about mum, she not good. I can be happy without seeing her, minimal contact with her.

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@anon4807860 very good description thankyou :blush:

I hope you all enjoy the rest of your day apologies for being on a downer before

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I had the delusion that my mom hated me and wanted me dead as well.

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I don’t believe its a delusion at all for me its all very true, factual.

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I’m sorry I was trying to respond to @Kxev’s post.

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