I’m looking for someone who has the same symptoms as myself to see if I really have schizophrenia.
For a long time I thought everyone at work was having sex in the workplace.
I was hearing people talking about sex at the workplace.
I thought my boss was God.
I had tinnitus and I thought it was because I didn’t do the work well.
I thought a friend of mine was having a hard time at her workplace because I thought I was connected to her and that’s why I was having tinnitus.
I was crying for no good reason.
Without antipsychotic treatment I only thought of women as objects of sexual desire.
I thought everyone was attracted to me.
I thought wherever I would go there was no females because they were always occupied having sex.
I thought it was the end of the world.
I didn’t hear voices or see things.
Now with the treatment I realize all those things are totally false. I feel kind of silly.
Thanks yes it’s my doctor job to diagnose me. He said I have some type of schizophrenia.
But I don’t know what category it is.
When I have the meds I feel I don’t have schizophrenia.
Currently have an overlapping internal voice saying “pusssy” and “horny” and I have a tactile hallucination on my vagina while the voice says this.
When I was heavy in psychosis, I had a very strong tactile hallucination of penetration in my vagina. Like being raped by a ghost is the only way I can describe it.
Very upsetting, and it makes having a normal, sexual relationship difficult at times.
I didn’t have sexual delusions but I had sexual hallucinations they were auditory and sensory like hearing women moaning the sensory were absolutely bizarre
If you were diagnosed with schizophrenia, you probably have schizophrenia. And to me, it sure sounds like you do.
In my past, I had sex related delusions. I thought my husband was unfaithful, but he would never actually be unfaithful. He’s a wonderful husband.
I thought that everyone in public was sexualizing me, like undressing me in their minds. I also constantly felt in danger of being sexually attacked, when in public.
And other things that I don’t want to talk about. But the point is, yes, I also had sex related delusions. My diagnosis is schizoaffective bipolar type.
I thought all of my neighbors were having sex with each other. Like there were a lot of affairs and swinging. I was “hearing” them talking about it. They were the voices in my head. I also found this embarrassing. I’m glad I don’t hear these voices anymore medicated.
at the peak of my psychosis I thought one of my three erotomania figures was a high paid porn star…thought they were having orgies in churches with children, all sorts of bad stuff…no I stay away from all visions now that had to do with that.
Thank you for sharing. I read everything it seems like this is way more common than what I thought. Sexuality is such a big part of ourselves. I always thought I was because I was a virgin that I had these delusions. Because craving sex so much made me mad. I don’t know if it’s true or even possible.
Having said that I don’t have persecutory sexual delusions. I think you need a lot of strength to go through them. To me you are all brave to have handled them.
Thanks
I had sexual delusions…i thought i met my “twin flame” and what i felt or heard was from him…I am medicated now so they are not as bad anymore and no longer believe in twin flames or any of that stuff
