Life’s been serious toward me and I think sense of humor requires higher functioning somehow. Being cerebral might be as good as it gets for me.
And I am terrible at small talk… wish I could get back into baseball for one thing. But my life feels like a damn sport and that has my attention now.
I agree 1515151
It’s been awhile since I’ve been on a message board. I used to visit IMDB but they shut it down. What is “15151515”, I don’t know the reference lol
My delusions feel kind of humorous in a way… there’s some quote that says sense of humor is common sense dancing. I’m butchering it maybe, but if it’s true, I think I’m dancing slowly and albeit awkwardly. I just wish people out there would laugh with me, and not at me. Also wish it was more appealing but I’m stuck with it. It’s just what amounted to the perfect prison for my mind. @anon97118089
The forum software requires that posts be at least 15 characters in length. Whenever a user gives a very brief reply, they must fill up the remaining characters and oftentimes they simply write “151515”.
My sense of gravity might be dull at times, but my sense of humor never lets people down.
Please like this post if you’ve noticed the well concealed pun 
Thank you. I feel as though I don’t command enough respect on here to be perfectly honest… I’ve made it through the worst and thought I could give back, mostly. Maybe I “went out too fast” and people are afraid to invest their time bc they think I’ll disappear on them.
And maybe I’ve been too liberal with handing out hearts. Is there something to be said for a poster who earns “Gives back” before earning “Respected”?
It’s good you feel like your life has purpose. I’m depressed lol saw sense of humor!.
you want me to teach you how to write jokes?
We all find meaning in so many things where it’s probably just coincidence. We deserve to find meaning in our existences. I think things out there are unfair and it fills me with some fight.
Being part of the majority in just about every way but then getting this disorder… I just feel like I’m in a unique position… But alas, the written word represents only 7 percent of the message. (According to my education.). So I need to get out of my comfort zone and talk to people more, if I want to make a difference.
You hid your avatar:pensive:. Cough cough, here it goes. The real deal! We ALL have mental illnesses, and 99.9% of us doubt our self-worth here at times or if fit in. It is our reality. I have myself on a few occasions felt uncared for and misunderstood and I’ve even been suspended twice. It’s just our reality. You aren’t abnormal but not a normie…who’d want to be a normie anyways:smirk:. Fo reals ya seem to converse and interact with people just fine and dandy. If something I ever say comes off wrong, tell me. I’m on abilify, and sometimes when I want to give a hug, sometimes it comes with a feral bite. 
Edit almost forgot, I fell in love with hubby cuz first person to make me genuinely laugh.
Anyways, relax and you’ll find that you are not lower functioning etc. it be alll goooood 
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Would we laugh? Oh, I just did at your post, ty. Not trying to be sarcastic, I really laughed and pictured myself paying for my appointments with bags of platinum. Heck, I could stop lifting weights 
sorry crossing over threads peeps
Lol, yes my hesitation about the avatar probably speaks quite a bit. Thanks for showing you took notice… I will probably bring it back.
Fo instance I used to have a pic of my bicep…I got teased that it looked like a dudes nose actually harassed a bit. So, I got rid of it. The pain in the butt and I became friends. However,he like many others have moved on.got suspended, felt rejected and angrily moved on… this isn’t rl but is in ways. Lots of lessons can be learned here. Sometimes a tree falls in the forest, but does it make a sound if nobody hears it or something like that.
That looks like a happy dude. Wb @anon64158233
So are you funny or not @anon97118089. Or more like how are you doing today ninja . You aren’t going to get away that easily . Gm dude
Have you changed when you take your abilify?
Sunshine is good light, and I’m doing something I like to do, plus I think it shows me working with my flat affect. But enough about me already(I think pain makes people talk about themselves!)
But… would you ever consider posting a real life photo? I think it could be the future actually… there’s a lot here to feel championing about I think.
Eh I’m an old lady. Nobody wants to see pics of me. Leave it to the young at heart ️. I’m upstairs playing with my dogs. They bring me so so much happiness and joy! That complete and total unconditional love
Everyone even normies talk about themselves. Stop, YOU are putting yourself down. You can share when you need to here. As I said, feel free to bitchslap me cuz I can be blunt. But you need to realize you CAN feel happy and safe in your own skin. Everyone feels pain. I’m in intensive cpt therapy. My life was pain and am working on getting my subconscious to move on. Quit hatin and start appreciatin