Hi
junk food is a drug to me.
I’ve been able to see my friend
Because I eat junk food with him
It stops my med induced fatigue to an OK degree
And hence my anxiety
I don’t like feeling fatigued around him
Cos he is so full of energy
Even though he is on clozapine
Take care everyone
How about coffee?
Honestly, after I started drinking coffee I’ve never felt more normal.
Idk man. I’m not into coffee so much cos I fear it is too drug like for my psychosis susceptible brain. And my general health.
I am very very picky about what I eat. And drink
Unless I’m on a binge day.
But thanks :))
Good morning peeps!
Last hot day for the next ten days or so. Come on fall!
Decided to get rid of furniture rental and save up to buy a couch for company, right now just a recliner for me is enough.
Going to celebrate Latinos today in my lady and cutie of the day! Daughter is half Latino.
Rock on dudes and dudettes!
Cutie of the day
(Latino Ed.)
Goooood morning peeps! 
Hope ya day’s fabuloussssss today!
up for another day. another early morning for me. i guess it’s my new normal, would maybe like a schedule like awake 10am-2am, but i go to bed early lately and wake up early.
maybe i will watch the bengals game today, maybe not. i have nothing better to do, but football kind of bores, although i find high school football to be entertaining, especially my hometown, since they throw the ball and all the other teams can’t cover, because they are used to running teams haha.
had this weird dream last night, it involved this women i used to have a crush on, anyways she was like teaching a class of us and we were back in school, even though she was our age. we started to flirt then she found my stash of pot in my bookbag and was going to report me, and i got pissed at her and started yelling at her. then donald trump was there and i was trying to tell him, if i ever get in trouble for pot i’d be pissed, but he wouldn’t listen to me, so i started yelling at him too. and then i woke up.
People who haven’t dealt with eating disorders don’t understand. My grandmother told me once ,”you eat all the time”
can’t wait til monday. my weekdays fly by, and then it’s always the weekend. watched a bit of ancient aliens yesterday though. yesterday pretty much dragged, all my days seem to be long when i wake up early. i want to stay up later so i don’t wake up so early, but i just choose to end the day at night and go to sleep early.
some days it often feels like im experiencing deja vu, but i can’t tell or not because i do the same thing everyday. i used to get a lot of real deja vu in the past before meds, but it’s rare for me now, it still happens, but mostly similar things happen in my day to day, and im briefly disoriented from it.
@anon67051439 can you tell me how to say “silly me” in Arabic?
Doesn’t it mean stupid? I used google translator and results seem accurate. سخيف، تافه
It means like goofy
@Aziz
que je suis bête
I take Melatonin with my Seroquel.
I messed my back up again cleaning yesterday. Another day in bed. Oh well. No biggie
It is Sunday morning here, no rush to do anything 
Passive aggressive people that obviously can’t stand by what they say tend to look the opposite of the alpha ubermensch they hope they do.
in one ear out the other, it’s easy to ignore others when you have your own thoughts.
