I’m at very low place right now. My life makes me want to down whatever pills I can get a hold on and end it… I don’t think I can survive in a society anymore. I have no motivation but wanting to sit in my bed and just lie there… I’m always tired. I dont know why I was born to feel this in the world
I tend to get sensory overload, so my meditation is more like practicing exposure. exposure to the sound of cars. Or being in places with faster moving objects. I try to muffle my senses most of the time lol. I like to use noise cancelling headphones a lot and also sunglasses and hats even if its not sunny.
@anon67051439 Im going to get a new phone. Using it for work, so lots of photo and video sharing, using various apps for tracking and data entry sharing. and other general business things.
Do you think the samsung s20 fe is good? Or any other ideas of other good phones similar affordability? Im looking at 80/month 0 down on an s20 with 10gb a month data.
I’m making some kind of soup in the slow cooker. I just threw a bunch of crap together. Won’t be ready to eat for dinner so I just ate some instant mashed potatoes for dinner. Really don’t want to cook so… I hope the soup comes out good.
so we’re expecting 2 to 3 inches of snow over the next 3 days. not bad, at least it’s not a foot or more there expecting on the east coast over the next couple days.
so i was just visiting with mom and dad. one thing that annoys me about dad is he always starts talking as im going out the door. sometimes i wait and hear what he is saying, other times i just walk out haha.
he does the same thing with guests. i always joke guests should leave 20 minutes before they want to go, because dad will follow them out the door and continue to talk as they get in their car. like my aunt and uncle will come over, and they will talk about just about everything for 2 hours and then when they go to leave mom and dad have all these other things that they talk about it.
I told my brother to get that. Its the same speed etc as the S20 except that its screen resolution is a bit lower and the camera has less megapixels. The S20 FE does 4K video while the S20 does 8K.
I really would like to get back into reading but I struggle with it. I do use my library to get books but I rarely read them. And if I do I’ll start them and not finish them.
Does anyone know if that’s because of having schizophrenia? Or maybe negative symptoms?
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