I was concerned lol. I’m the same way when I’m not working. Just on the couch
Ha! Language barriers bringing humor to the world since Babylon.
I’m sorry you feel stuck on the couch.
Is your neighborhood good for walking?
I’m having a bad tachycardia and dizziness problem since 13 days. I almost can’t walk.
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Oh, man.
Are you on bed rest?
Is there anything you can take for that?
My wedding zombie gown did not fit me 
I need to buy something
I am only offered antipsychotics. The doctors don’t know what other they could do about that.
You have plenty of options.
You have plenty of time…
I just wish Zyprexa is going to knock me down so I will feel better tomorrow.
Are you OK Erez? 
I feel like they’re gonna wait til I’m 29 to kill me. Or next year.
The job I applied for has a lot of bending and kneeling and I have fairly bad back problems. I feel like I’m stuck in this unfulfilling life. There are few jobs here in this town and most don’t suit me (not because i don’t want to work but because of my limitations.)
There’s an opening at Burger King but i have fairly slow movements due to Sza. That’s why I couldn’t get a job at Goodwill. There’s a job as custodian which I actually could do but I’d have to rely on the public transportation to get there and back. In my experience, the public transportation here doesn’t reliably get you from point a to point b and back. I’ve had some pretty bad experiences with it.
The discussion might go like this:
Boss: You were an hour late to work
Me: Sorry, Boss my van was late
Boss: Don’t let it happen again
and the next time I am fired.
I wish some random event would kill me instantly, as unlikely as that is. When you take away hope, what’s left?
Blessing and prayers
Thanks Be2be. 151515151515151515
@IndustrialLad Trust me you wlulnt want a random event. That halpened to me the other week, in road rage incidents and i was furious that i was not in control, if i want a random event i will ask for one or create it, not juat when im happy on my merry way. Lucky im an exlert driver. Now i wont drive ans been in high anxiety stress, ever since
I mean something where I would just die instantly. I don’t know what it would be. It would have to have overwhelming force. Like getting hit by lightning or something. I guess really, when someone goes it’s probably usually quite agonizing.
I am sorry about your traffic incident.
First day on Ziprexa. I don’t feel any change at all. I still have tachycardia and dizziness. Usually, antipsychotics that work have an immediate effect on me.
I dont have any appointment tmr. i will walk to the fish market to buy some crabs. i have bought some yesterday and they are good. if there is no crabs, might buy shrimps instead.
I am not sure how this long term tachycardia is logical?!
do you mean you only sometimes have irregular heart beats? !
No. Not irregular heartbeat. Tachycardia is too much fast heartbeat. My heartbeat is 130-150 when walking. It tires me a lot! Yesterday I went to the pharmacy with my car and just because of that when I was home I was feeling totally exhausted.
I feel like my heart is tired or weak…

I am sorry… just relax I guess