my paranoia/panic is going away again today.
Sweet.
I hate everything and everyone
I am craving so much cigarette today. Wish I can get the nicotine buzz.
I can not smoke again. Waiting for it to disappear. Not sure why suddenly it came back.
message me @anon1571434 let me send you my latest selfie in gym clothes so you can provide feedback.
why are you angry? tell me?
That would cheer anybody up!
Its been like this for a while.
I fear its not the holidays…
I want to party, smoke a lot of cigarettes, drink alcohol, eat candy and have sex. Not sure what got into me.
I guess hot yoga is transforming me
I am stuck with my cat, typing away and wondering why!
I want these things all the time.
ALL THE TIME.
We should have a party with a bunch of weird older dudes…
Like bikers or escaped convicts…
Sexy…
And candy, Kit-Kats in particular.
Where is the party?
Therapy was weird I actually like got to have a conversation with my therapist. That was actually talking about like how to get me feeling better I’m scared but I finally feel like I have a little direction.
I’d like to be able to vape ecig again. Nodules on the lungs are stopping me,
Can’t be at my house,
My husband would be pissed…
yeah! a party!
I love Kit Kats! I also like Mars, Twix, Sneakers… I made some lousy hot cocoa
Yeah a party would do justice for all these years of perseverance and boring relationships. I live like a religious woman. Take pills, eat healthy, exercise, I quit smoking, alcohol. Working a lot.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
We clearly need to eat chocolate and bang it out with a bunch of strange men.
I know I do.
YOU ARE HILARIOUS!
Yeah I have a few on my mind. One in particular, can not arrange an affair like this. He lives across the ocean.
Δ. Fly on the wall
Been with my bf for nearly ten years haven’t done ■■■■ since may and I’m getting called a hoe? These people need to be exterminated on the other hand mind their own ■■■■■■■ business. ■■■■ off you ■■■■■ leave me alone. I don’t care if anyone thinks I’m hearing things I’ve lived here my whole life and this is the ■■■■ they do because they are jealous,mean,stupid,want to ■■■■ you,I could go on.was that way before mysz and always will be, to keep from going to prison I may have to leave everything behind, ■■■■ this ■■■■
Does not matter whayy meds I’m on I can’t be in my own apt without the useless white trash opening their jaws or follorme. Who gives a ■■■■ input. Goodbye.