“Then you came right in, tearing out my soul!
How could all this loss be your only goal?
I’m left standing here, desperate in the cold!
Since you took your life, mine has not been whole!”
Thank you for asking @freakonaleash. He was good. I’m still in emotional crisis. He says I can keep emailing him and we can talk again. I will see him in person along with the pdoc soon.
12 hours and 10 minutes until the bloodtest. I can’t sleep.
Part of me wishes I do get the diagnosis on wednesday so I won’t have to worry anymore about when it’ll happen.
It’s always been a matter of ‘when’ not ‘if’ for me
@mermaid1 maybe he just doesn’t want to scare you off by messaging too much. Guys are weird when it comes to trying to not seem too interested and trying to ‘play it cool’
Only one more hour until Blake gets home. Luckily the kid has been really easy today and been doing nothing but coloring. Finally took a break for a snack. Here’s a picture for dealing with all my whining today.
I’m going to bed in just a few minutes, have another early morning tomorrow, hope the roads have been well salted by then. I also hope you all have a good night.
he replied when I was in yoga class and he said he has work till tomorrow afternoon so he has to sleep.
I am sure he is not asleep but I have the patience of the world and the freedom and time to play a game.
I did not reply him and will not write until he writes back by himself. So let us see how many days this will take.
I was considering hanging around this forum for the Christmas holidays, but I may not. I’m finding most everyone to be in a downer of a mood these days on the boards.
Are posters simply stressed and depressed because of the time of Season, or is this forum always so dreary and downcast? It used to be more upbeat.