A lot has developed. Been depressed today but now im wired.
Decided im not ready for the relationship i am in, so going to be breaking that off on sunday. Feel real crappy hurting someone i care about, but have to look out for myself and my happiness too.
Car trouble out the butt too but that will be solved next month thankfully.
Good morning yāall! Iām drinking my morning coffee, feeling pretty good. Iām off today and tomorrow, which is great, though I will work all day Monday. Anyway, the main mission for today is simply chillin.
Today I have to go to the store to get the ingredients for a pasta salad Iām making for a BBQ at my friendās house tomorrow. Iām going to make the pasta, toss it with a little olive oil, and refrigerate it and finish making the salad tomorrow, tossing it with the chilled pasta noodles.
Iām also going to my best friendās house today because her neighbor is close to my size and is giving away clothes. Iām going to see if thereās anything I like.
I slept well. Up for the day. Took a med with a cola.
May go to church this morning.
Dadās girlfriend is annoying af. She is always talking at the same time I am talking to my dad. Never fails. I understand she has cognitive issues as a result of chemo so I try to be patient. Jeez!
Good morning folks!!!
Slept 10 and 1/2 hours last night.
Donāt feel like dealing with the drama of the ladies. One actually told me that she was out of sorts because she hadnāt spent any time with me that day. Nothing like a guilt trip to start your day off.
I do not like being manipulated.
Making biscuits to have with honey this morning for breakfast.
You could not make it up. That flaming 22 year old child living above me, was asking me for 100 quid - so he can re stock his weed. Is he having a laugh? Do i look like a fcking charity?
Apparently he has PTSD, and OCD. But i call horse shite. Obviously a con job to get a council flat.
I think someoneās going to get a flaming slap if he carries on.
just woke up a little while ago. having coffee. got a call from mom saying they are heading down to mass to help my grandmother move. is she selling the house i wonder? shes 92. feeling like another smoke outside. what to do today? got to finish my book. its pretty heavy.
i was looking forward to a saturday and now im bored.