Yes feel free to Private Message me anytime. I am truly grateful for your friendship in any way. You made my day. May you have a good day or afternoon or night. It is morning here.
I need to be more multidimensional in my life and interests, admittedly. Everything is about my faith. Which makes it actually kind of difficult on this forum because I canât talk about it. But I used to be interesting.
woke up 8am for bloodwork, i didnt eat last night. i havent woken up before 9 in so long lol glad i got it over with. now i can have peace knowing i got it done and dont have to go out again for a while
No I love having you around
I wouldnât let the paranoid thoughts get to ya
you donât act abnormal to me =O
Aww thatâs sweet! Youâre just great!
Good then haha ^^
Hey guys I think I got a job!!! Wish me luck that it goes through
good job, kev =D
go go go =D
Hey can you send me a pm please? I want to ask you something
38 hours w.o vaping.
Got my depot like an hour ago and had some mickeyDeez.
Sending yâall good vibes.
McDonaldâs oh yea whatâd you get dude
3 mcdoubles and a large diet coke.
You might try stores that cater to the death metal/black metal scene. Buddy of mine has a hat from some band that says SLOWLY WE ROT. In typical dripping letters.
I feel like my soul is hurting tonight. I donât know why and canât pinpoint it. I just hope that I fall asleep soon.
Edit: just took some extra clozapine. I should fall asleep numb in a bit.
Iâm sorry you are feeling bad.
I fell asleep on the couch. I just woke up. I had a cup of coffee and Iâm going to stay awake all night.
Hopefully youâll have a good nightâs of rest!
How do you keep yourself busy all night?
I listen to music or the radio. I browse different forums. I read up on hi-fi gear. I used to game but got tired of it.
Itâs a slow and boring lifestyle. But it keeps the stress at bay.
Music can be soothing. Iâm listening to piano music right now.
I try to go for a 30 min walk every day.
I read a financial newspaper.
I check my email and socials.
I study a bit. Iâm following a course on Sport Performance these days and Spanish.
I feel too sometimes that I live in an alternate universe. Itâs difficult.