It’s 4:00 AM and I just got up. Made some coffee. It’s dead silent except for the voices.
I have to pick up my meds today. I’ll go early, hopefully there won’t be much old people there because they always start talking with the pharmacist not caring about other people waiting.
I noticed that I’m all out on meds. It’s going to be expensive picking up three different meds, especially vraylar which is the most expensive one.
I used to, back when I didn’t have agoraphobia. I miss the days when I was in good shape, went for a run outside every day, ect.. now i’m afraid to walk around the block. So I prefer to use my treadmill for exercise.
First I get dizzy, then I get hyper aware of my body. Like over sensitive to what’s going on. Then I feel like I’m going to lose it. Then my heart starts starts beating. Then I feel like I’m going to die or have a heart attack. It goes on for a few minutes. It’s really embarrassing.
@Turtle44 Hey my friend I could not sleep at all last night. So I’ve mopped my floors, Swept my carpet with the broom shampooed my carpet cleaned my bathroom mopped already said that they floated some eggs swept my bedroom floor then about 5 o’clock this morning I took a nap