Honey people steal from widowers on social security. You got people from another country targeting people in the United States and around the world having them send them money. Called a catfish scam
I hope I got to sleep early and stay asleep tonight like yesterday, vape pod 1 still has some juice left. If I can make it through the night without vaping anymore it’d be fantastic
So, the other manager left when I got here, so it’s a shitty shift with no break. She said she wasn’t feeling well, so the GM told her she could leave when I got here. Fml.
It’s always something around here. If no one calls off, someone leaves early. What a joke. Really hope I’ll have only about two more weeks here.
Spent too much time in the sun and have a rash.
My pdoc is having me slowing go down on lithium. I was at 1,200mg/day since 2019. But I started Clozapine a few months ago and have been really stable, so he OK’d going down on lithium. I took 900mg for a month and now I just dropped down to 600mg, a couple of nights ago. Haven’t noticed a difference. I am hoping that there will be no issues as I ween off.
I still take the Clozapine and Lexapro.
Yo i’m so hungry lol. But no monies, I can either make myself a tuna sandwich or I can have some cereal but the cereal is sugary so it’ll just make me hungry again probably.
Two nights till pay day!
now that i think of it i really shouldve gotten cold cereal when i was at kroger the other day. poop. well i love oatmeal anyway and i got hella of that
I got a haircut. Feels fresh. My hair was getting long.
eating cheese takes me to a better place, drinking protein shakes, entering zen mode from kratom, reading (and getting absorbed into the world of) books, enjoying peaceful solitude as it suits me
I am not doing well lately. Been dealing with feeling like my thoughts can be read and also intrusive thoughts. This sucks.
Not having a good night. I was getting chest pains, followed by an ectopic heart beat, followed by a fast heart rate. My health anxiety is bad right now. Cant stop googling heart attack symptoms. Gotta remind myself a heart attack at age 30 is un-likely. Most likely anxiety. I quit smoking a bit over 2 weeks ago.
Hey folks, hows it going? I got a medal in the post today for the lord of the rings challenge i finished. Itnwas actually pretty cool getting a medal. So i decided to start a new lord of the rings challenge and actually put more effort in and try to complete it in a limited amount of time.
cool medal!
and, i’ve had an average workday, spent most of it sad, feeling better currently.
i wanna say the mood change was mysterious, but i think it’s cause i’m talking to people i like in a discord server i joined relatively recently compared to a lot of other ones i’m active in. adequate enough social activity i kinda need, otherwise i get sad really fast.
but i’m okay.
Thanks! Glad you’re feeling better @zytroxide !
I was pretending cars and voices were dark riders while walking for the LOTR challenge today. It was kinda fun
Yeah, you’re having anticipatory anxiety (you’re anticipating a heart attack). When did this obsession about having a heart attack start? Are your parents still alive? If so, did either of them have a heart attack?
Started over a decade ago. Yes, both my parents are still alive. Dad born in 1968 and mom in 1969. Neither of them have ever had a heart attack. My grandpa (moms dad) did though when he was in his late 40’s. He was an extremely heavy smoker at the time of his heart attack. 2 packs a day.
How much Protein Do you eat?
- A Lot
- A Normal Amount
- A Little
- Almost None
That’s a long time. Did it start when your grandpa died? Or you’re not sure? Do you worry about having a heart attack all the time?
Sorry for asking so many questions.
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