ffs my mom is mad again and called them
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Doing laundry today. Cleaning Apt. Boring. Hope y’all have a good day.
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police is afte eme jfc
goodbye if i end up in a ward todayy
oh well broke my expensive phone… well the back glass shattered only
got my blood drawn for tests. 3 needle pokes into the right arm the veins were hiding.
1 into the left and able to easily get blood flowing.
i notice usually they get my vein first try. but i am taking a few supplements that ive never been tested while on before
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now someone is calling menjfc byeee
let’s make San-Pedro great again
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Literally the day after I emailed my psychiatrist saying I was doing amazingly well and hadnt had any episodes despite significant life stressors I went into a depressive episode.
I have been getting them so frequently since going off thc, I think because my dopamine and other feel good neurotransmitters are off because I was dependent on substances for them for so long. Getting depressive episodes frequently is pure hell.
It goes between being dysphoric and nothing being interesting/entertaining so I experience sheer boredom to being incredibly emotionally painful to where I am groaning and can’t function at all. When I’m depressed it feels like time drags and there is nothing to occupy my time bc i enjoy nothing. It is torturous.
I really hope with time and the right meds I will go back to rarely having depressive episodes again because having them constantly is really really bad for me. I was sobbing last night because I was just so tired of feeling this way.
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I’m sorry to hear that Anna, Hopefully you get right back on track soon, i will pray for you if you want 
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My anxiety is really bad today. I’m tempted to take an Ativan but I need to be careful because i’ve been taking it more often recently.
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Hope you get to feeling better my Canadian friend. Take care. 
Hey Kiddos! 
Not much going on here today. Little sis was kind enough to give me a ride to the bank and grocery store earlier. Got 20$ worth of quarters at the bank, and at the store I got some chicken thighs and instant rice to make for dinner, and a couple other essentials.
Take care ya cool kids. 
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Thank you my American friend. I appreciate the kind words.
Hope you and Jimmy are doing well.
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Hey guys, how’s it going? I’ve had a nice day off so far. I went to see my barber this morning, then went to my favorite dive for their awesome chili cheese fries.
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Hi Leash. I was just about to head into the music and hobby room for a few hours.
Those chili cheese fries sound fire. Some of the best food is at the dives.
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Oh yeah, they were great, posted a pic in the foodie thread.
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oh man I make a mean all beef chili out of roast meat that goes great on cheddar fries…yayyyyy…going to have to make some chili soon.
When I was working at the architectural firm I would go to this total dive hotdog specialty place and the food was phenomenal. Too bad they shuttered their windows some years ago.
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That’s funny, the place I like so much has “Hot Dog” in its name. They’re known for their chili sauce.
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Damn now I want chili dogs. 
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