Night! Hope you sleep well.
Thanks! You too.
Haha. My tacos are tasty!
Sorry that your dinner was kind of a bummer.
Sorry my dude, Iām unsure what you mean.
My partner wants to get tacos for Little LEDās birthday lunch tomorrow. Iām pretty excited and hope thatās what she wants. I need more cilantro in my life right now.
I think heās saying he had Thai for dinner.
I tried to reiterate.
it feels like all my meds have just stopped working lately. Or theyāre just not working as well. And I have no idea why I didnāt change anything. Iām having symptoms on a regular basis the only thing that seems to be holding steady is the depakote I havenāt had any depression or anything.
That happened to me when I was on haldol. Worked great for years then all of a sudden just kind of stopped. Within a month I was hospitalized with the worst delusions Iāve ever had.
Itās after midnight and I canāt sleep. Thinking about going to get a cup of coffee and see if that will help at all. I hate going up and down the stairs, though.
I want to buy a house. If we stayed with my in-laws for six months we could save about $10K and have a decent down payment. But I think I might lose my mind.
So bored of life. Just saying. Not suicidal
Have you finished your nursing program yet, @Anna?
@anon90843118 Butterfliezzzz! Iām sorry youāre bored.
Maybe make some artwork, and have no fear whether itās good or bad.
Yes I finished my program and am graduated! I am studying for the board exam now so I can get my official license. I wanted to work part time using my graduate license in the meantime but that ended up being harder to do than I thought lol. Everyone wants experienced nurses rn, nobody wants to hire someone without their official license even if legally you can practice w the graduate one and nobody wants to bother training you for a part time job. Oh well. Guess I just have to wait until I pass the board.
Aw Thankyou Monte
Yes I will try to do that.
At some point hehe
Yaaaaaaaay!
Congratulations!
Yeah, I imagine once you get your official license finding a job will be cake.
But you should proud of yourself. Thatās a huge accomplishment, and a challenging program.
Pat on the back
Sia is releasing a new song this week. Iām so excited to hear it!
Iām bored. I should have made myself that coffee before my in-laws went to bed. Their microwave is super loud, so I donāt want to do it now and risk waking the dogs.
I have a feeling itās going to be a really long night. I wish I had headphones, but none of the ones Iāve tried go loud enough for me to hear them. And I lost my hearing aids in the move, so I canāt use those.
Oh thatās a bummer you canāt use headphones.
Can you watch videos on YT? Or will that wake up people?
I had a cup of coffee about an hour ago. I dumped out the second cup that I cooked up though. I didnāt want to be up too late.
Iām just planning on doing some more reading soon.
Iām sharing a bed with my partner, so I canāt do anything with sound.
Coffee usually helps me calm down and fall asleep easier. Itās like a bedtime cup of tea for most people. I donāt know why, but caffeine usually makes me sleepy.