Well, I’m at the pharmacy, waiting. The nurse practitioner prescribed lisinopril for my blood pressure, replacing the hydrochlorothiazide.
I’m expecting maybe a half hour wait here at the pharmacy.
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Ugh. I just went to refill my Cymbalta and I don’t have any refills left. Not sure why. My pdoc must have forgotten to give me refills last month. Boo. Hopefully he approves the refill request soon so I don’t run out.
I hate when ■■■■ like this happens. My mind goes wild with all the possible reasons even though it was probably just a mistake. But I’m over here thinking it’s some sort of malevolent plan to destroy me or ■■■■ with me or something. FFS. I hate this ■■■■.
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Two and a half hours until my appointment. I took a bath yesterday, so don’t really need one, but I’m thinking about getting one anyways. Just to waste time and relax a bit. I need to put laundry away, though, because I don’t have any clean clothes in my dresser at the moment.
Downside to bathing more often is that I’m going through a lot more clothes and having to do laundry a lot more often now. Super dumb.
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i feel good today, smoked a nice bowl of some cbd flower, now watching jojo rabbit. i plan on watching all of the recent oscar nominated movies eventually
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I want to build a similar crush to this
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I turned 35 today. My oldest sent me a song called Mama by Anti-Core. It says Mama, we’re all going to hell. He did it to make me smile, I think cause got told by the pastor across the street that we’re godless heathens over here anyway when I complained about his church school parents blocking my driveway or parking in my driveway when I have to leave at 3pm to pick up kids.
So Kalick is now sending me more videos from school, just got a No Rest for the Wicked link, lol.
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Happy Birthday!!!
Thank you @Mountainman
I’m getting group ■■■■ posts from my oldest and his friends now cause they didn’t realize I was his mom. He told them and I said as long as the FBI isn’t on my doorstep I don’t care what he says or posts, or what they send or post…my text messages are blowing up, lol.
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Feeling so tired lately.
Have been finding that meditation helps me a lot with the tactile sensations and voices I have.
All I do is quite my mind, and listen to my breathing. After about 5 minutes every thing stops.
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I liked my therapist bit I dont think I’m staying with her. She said theres a more qualified therapist for treating OCD in the team, but hes on a long vacation. So I’m seeing her temporarily
Whoa. I’ve been such a sickly the past couple days I’ve been mostly sleeping.
Hope you all are doing well.
hugs from the Jimmy meister and I 
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Hey Monte, are you feeling any better today?
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Hi Leash!
Yes, I’ve been taking Nyquil and Tylenol the past couple days.
I need to take a hot shower here soon. For now I’m just drinking coffee. 
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i feel good today, think ive reached a window with the benzo withdrawal or maybe my supplements are helping out, feel like i have my will to live back even if my life isnt perfect and i still am not at exactly where i would want to be
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lol i just realized i said i feel good today in two posts in a row i dont like when i feel like im repeating myself but it is so rare nowadays that i ever say that so i guess its a good thing
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My programme is on, I don’t have to go out and check on any cows. The fire is on, I have limited voices. My mom and sister are staying in. I feel truly blessed
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Cheers dude! It sounds like you’re having a good go of it, that makes me happy.
I’m wishing you well!
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where are you that your missing them?
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I live with my parents now but they’re with my ex. Couldnt bring them since my parents smoke and they’re highly suseptical to lung issues
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