Sooo I’m going out with this girl Friday night to a cantina.
She asked if she could invite more people
I don’t really know her…. But we’ve been internet friends for YEARS! So I won’t know anyone there really lol…
I’m nervous. But also still excited.
I’m trying to find a friend to go with me for backup in case it’s all too overwhelming for me lol
I bought some Swedish lollies today.
Hope there is not any yucky stuff in there.ha ha ha
I’ve heard horror stories about what lollies can be made of.
Hopefully all good.
My sweet tooth will be delighted.
I want to lose weight but can only do so if I starve myself and am malnourished and not willing to do that.
Exercise doesn’t make me lose weight.
Only eating tiny amounts does.
Hopefully my future man will adore my body just as it is.
And be sexually and romantically and lovingly and respectfully attracted to it and me.
Cracked a good joke at work today.
My coworker was getting some kleenex (tissues) from the closet and asked if I needed any kleenex. I said “no its ok, im done crying now.”
Just waiting around for another 10 minutes before I close my poll. Said I’d wait until 10 pm central. Ready for sleep. Will be going to bed right after.