weee~ first =D \o/
Yahoo. Iām second. 
Thatās early to start a new thread.
sounds like you got it all planned out =O
how many years is the studies?
Itās 4 years.
How are you keeping yourself busy @lekkerhondje ? Still making music?
wow 4 years =O
hehe yea. i work on music every morning and then i watch a movie with my dad or i go for a walk with either mobile team girl or my dad.
I donāt get bored so thatās a good thing =D
I didnāt get bored in the sofa either in the last decade.
But Iām happy that I feel ready to get out of it again.
I know we all have different life journeys and I know that you feel like things wonāt change for you anymore.
Iām still waiting for that platinum album of you 
yea i am happy with how my life isā¦ itās not really exciting but i feel ok with how things are. I just hope i can stay stable and keep enjoying my life like this.
when people speak about how they get bored then i am always trying to recognize the feeling but i canāt =P i donāt know what it feels like anymore to feel bored.
Thatās great. I hope your parents stay around for a long time as they seem to take excellent care of you.
iām also on wellbutrin now btw, jonathan. Itās really great. my mum says she doesnāt have to tell me to relax a bit anymoreā¦ that i am more mellow now.
80ās hits playlist goingā¦energy musicā¦feel goodā¦drank coffee and washed the car yesterday and I am happy that the car is shiny again. I keep the inside clean all the time. love my new car my mom got for us. having lunch with her tomorrowā¦she has more or less healed from her broken femur.
Yo , itās 17:30pm. I got out of bed like under an hour ago lol
This past vacation did me good. I walked an average of 15+ km every day for 5 days! Trying to keep the momentum going re physical activity.
My dreams have gotten more diverse, although I usually forget most of them by the time I wake up. Maybe the brain needs to be stimulated in different (positive) ways, otherwise it sets into a harmful routine.
What do U guys think of the new vocalist for Linkin Park ?
I like her. Sheās definitely ushering a new era for the band.
They put Pa in a nursing home temporarily. It will be a good break.
Have they released new music with her?
I just threw my last three books away. I donāt think I have any more books in my dadās book closet. I canāt remember anything I read in books for some reason so I donāt want any books and Iād rather watch TV and movies.
Nov 15th.
Hi peeps.
I slept into the afternoon. Feeling a little anxiety for whatever stupid reason. Aside from my paranoia spike yesterday no real sza symptoms to mention.
Gave the kitten a quick pet. Cutie pie. Dad calls him Pupu.
Need to go to the post office and then maybe the state park.
My beard is coming in well. Haha. Iāll be able to keep little birds in it within a year.
Gonna get off my ass and start playing the instruments again. I find I am better if I take little breaks.