The janitor girl at the gym that I like waved back at me as I walked out. squeals
OK so I’ve set a very large life goal…now I need to break it into smaller components and focus.
“Is she fit”? Why not ask her out ?
I really love my new neighbourhood sooo much.
Well no she’s not fit but she’s still beautiful. I want to take it slow though so that I’m comfortable. Rushing in that fast scares the hell outta me haha but I’ve tried trust me.
yeah in your own time you can pm me all the deets…
I will later today if you haven’t asked for a ban by then haha
erm yeah i had a mind change about tat THIS WAY TOO IMPORTANT
I really need to start working in like 15 minutes.
Have to do some production too!
I have so much to do need to get my butt in gear, but lack motivation
I am neither strong nor bold, but I am happy enough that I am soft and yet not weak.
I haven’t slept in an entire day now. I should get some rest.
I’m hearing all sorts of voices. The majority of them are saying hurtful things. I can’t sleep because of it.
It’s partly due to something that torments me about my father. I think it may have been Crimby who once shared a story of his own father. I could relate but didn’t post on the thread. Sometimes I hate my dad for it. I’ve learned not to hate him but hate what he did. I know there is anonymity on this site. That helps but I’m too ashamed to share it.
I know I’m nothing like my father though it torments me to have the same name.
It’s not my fault. I’m ashamed to have his name. I keep it bottled inside. I think it leads to my depression sometimes.
I hope nobody here judges me so harshly for it.
Maybe when my dad passes away I’ll take my mother’s last name and my grandfather’s first name.
I wouldn’t want to break his heart.