Nah just saying anything. I’m doing alright. I can slow down if it’s triggering. Just contemplating why I’m crazy and why I have to improve.
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I was also told that if one of us stayed out of the pen then they’d have done a good job. I’m just letting them know, well ■■■■… I’m trying.
It’s a dangerous place. Some might laugh and that’s fine by me, it is maddening after all, we have to laugh about something.
I didn’t do much time for my felony as a youth because my mom’s work helped her get a lawyer, I had good grades, and because I did about 300 hours community service. I even sealed my record.
Never joined a gang.
I’ll quiet down now.
The depression forum I sometimes go on is weird. People take weeks to reply to my threads!!
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That’s because they’re intimidated by your hotness.
Hahaha I doubt it 
Nah, maybe it’s because people don’t know how to respond. Depression is hard to deal with.
Good people I’ve met? Dang too many to mention.
My life is not that hard. I just gotta get it together.
I was literally asking them if they take their meds in the morning or at night and 5 days later, one guy replies.
I do not feel loved over there 
But saying that, I don’t feel as though I’m in a position to give anyone there any advice.
So maybe that’s what that website is all about… take, take, take it all but never give.
Dang. That’s what depression kind of is, a feeling of loneliness. I know the people I met in the tour of the pen were told what they were supposed to say and what they were allowed to say and that they were paid peanuts compared to outside but at least one saw I could end up there and tried to change that for some of us.
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Yeah. I don’t know what forum you use, but during depression it all seems to be about feeling alone and isolating. During isolation it’s easy to feel like a failure and think of one’s own problems only as opposed to thinking, life can improve.
That’s probably why I pray for the hungry, poor, and imprisoned. Well everything really but religious discussion is against the rules.
Even worse, it shows on my profiles activity log when I view other people’s profiles on there!!
That is not okay lmao.
Then some dude randomly messages me saying “what the f***”
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I’m watching the news now. Later!
This is the best of the 4 MH forums I’ve used…
The big white wall, which is lame, but has cool self diagnostic questioners.