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Hey speedy how was your day

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Just watched some bmx on tv. Did one walk around the block. Feeling bored but no desire to really do anything. Ill probably go for another walk.

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Sir Level getting his steps in :+1:

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Bought 30grams of baccy today. It cost me £30, insane.

Feeling wide awake at 23 mins past midnight. Unsure how I’m gonna sleep tonight. I had some IPA’s to numb the pain.

Also spoke to a really cool lady from Samaritans. Her name was Catherine, felt listened to and empathised. She helped to put my focus into what needs to be done.

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Took a break from my sudoku random puzzle solver. It doesn’t work. I got ‘close’, but it’s not right.

I’m going to have to call a new dentist on Monday when they’re open.

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Got increased meds today I can’t tell a difference

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Well my much younger sister was at my home and decorated my kitchen. She found my meds and the label clearly states that I’m mentally ill. I haven’t told her about my illness.

I didn’t say anything. I guess I’ll tell her that I’m mentally ill. Even though she knows already.

That aside I’m a bit worried, I’ve had some problems with constipation and now I’m shi-tt-ing blood. It’s probably hemorrhoids. If I keep bleeding I’ll make an appointment with my doc.

Today I ate some sushi. That was yummy.

How was your day @Turtle44?

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Which meds?? 1515

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Haldol and luvox

My day was good voices just started though

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Haldol is a strong med. You should feel it’s sedating effects.

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It hasn’t sedated me the first time

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Hey guys! how is your day going?

I went for an hour and 50 minute walk this morning. It was good. then i had a pie and chilli beans on toast with cheese for lunch.

I’m feeling pretty good now, getting used to the small town pace of life.

what’s new with you folks?

@Speedy do you drink a lot of coffee? I found that drinking lots of coffee makes me constipated.

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Ok! I’m on olanzapine and they say it’s sedating but I don’t feel it.

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I was going to quit the energy drinks cold turkey, but decided to just cut back right now. I woke up at 3PM today. I didn’t want to get headaches. It’s not a real addiction I was told.

I’m trying.

I’ve been brushing my teeth once a day now.

I’ve been drinking them mostly since high school. It got bad after I developed schizophrenia. I started drinking several a day. I’m not sure why. It’s an addiction. I think it’s the routine, sameness, etc. It probably helps with depression and other things. It doesn’t really benefit or help me at all.

It’s like an OCD or obsessive thing I do. I get stressed out if I don’t have one and I drink even numbers. I don’t know why.

It’s unhealthy. It’s expensive.

I used to drink 1-2 a day starting out. It helped with energy, motivation, and helped me study in college. At least I’m drinking the low carb and low sugar ones. I don’t have diabetes, but I worry about other things.

I lack will power and self-control. It’s an impulsive thing I do.

I lack long term goals and motivation and sometimes struggle with focusing on things.

I definitely like the ‘pick me up’ or ‘stimulant’ feeling I get with energy drinks. I don’t like the sugar or caffeine crash and I don’t notice that anymore.

It does increase dopamine though, but not by much.

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What? I get constipated from tea but not coffee. Coffee actually makes my bowels work.

Perhaps you are just dehydrated?

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Yeah probably, i tried drinking heaps of water on my coffee drinking day and it made a little bit of difference, but i’m much less constipated on caffeine free days

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Same here.
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hey @TheCanuk how are you going?

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I’m doing talk therapy. It’s CBT, I guess. It helps. It’s nice talking to someone (a professional) for 45 minutes a week.

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Hey @DNAsaur - i’m doing good. Had a long shower and ate a tuna sandwich. How are you doing?

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