Enjoy the festivities gang!
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First go me…lol
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Shameless self promotion
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What’s everyone doing today/tonight?
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I slept 3 hours and am now wide awake. It’s just after midnight.
I wonder if I’ll be able to catch some sleep later on.
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I am going to try to wrap some gifts and wipe down surfaces in my bathroom.
I’m a little sad. Someone who I thought was close to me accidentally called me… and they were talking about me. That wasn’t the issue; I figure we all spread info from time to time. But the way they were talking was so cruel, and the words they used weren’t ones to repeat in polite company. I thought this person was close to me.
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Yay! I like F is for fantasy.
We just went to dinner and got money holder cards for my nieces from the dollar store.
I went to have tea with a friend earlier. It was such a nice time. 
I hope everyone’s having a great day.
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That sounds like a fantastic day, @HollyHobbie!!!
The dollar store has so much awesome stuff. Best place for gift bags, wrapping paper, etc. Even decorations.
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Im feeling bad. Ive made a cuppa, having a cig but i feel agitated after speaking to my mum on the phone. It only happens when i speak to her, nobody else. I think its a deep seated feeling of rejection by her i have festering inside me. I rang her back and asked was she being okay with me because sometimes i take things the wrong way. She said everything was fine shes juggling lots of commitments all the time, busy always. My mind is trying to process this but my body is a nervous wreck. I might overcomplicate her, she might not be so complicated as i think she is?
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I agree. I love that they have gift bags there. Those can get expensive.
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But she has a very negative effect on my mental health. Since forever ive not been able to be honest about my feelings with her, bottled it all up. Its an unhealthy relationship if i ignore her then
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@Ducky , I don’t know what’s going on in your relationship with your mom, but maybe give a little space until after the holidays? Thd holidays can be very busy and very stressful for everyone.
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Im making it my new yr resolution not to phone my mum anymore or see her
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Not at all? That’s sad. What happened between you two?
Like i say ive had to bottle up emotions around her all my life, i feel shes been abusive emotionally etc. Im 45 years old and she is only person who has had this effect on me.
It was 3 hours ago i spoke to her and im feeling bad still, going to take a Diazapam
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Well if she’s a really toxic person you need to take care of yourself. I can totally understand that
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Hey y’all, I hope you are well.
I’m just sitting on my bed, bored. Idk what to do, so I’m not doing anything.
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