That’s true too.
You know yourself best. Sometimes you can be very aware of your limits.
It’s just cos we want the best 4 u here.
But if u truly feel u can’t follow ur dreams
Then it’s good to accept that.
Maybe there’s something easier but still meaningful to you.
Idk lmao. 
Yes exactly
Maybe I have to accept it and practise something different
Okay maybe I misunderstood.
I’m not good with ppl stuff, sigh.
Forgive me if u will.
But to me, it sounds a bit harsh, I’m just telling u how it would make me feel.
It sounds really like you would be pulling me down.
I used to want to be a doctor too.
I’m actually glad I didn’t get accepted down that route now.
It’s way too much stress.
Even if I was a normie.
Nevertheless, as u like to say, I’m not you.
And maybe it would have suit u very well indeed.
But maybe there’s alternative things u can eventually enjoy. Maybe not.
Time will tell.
I just didn’t like it. Because I didn’t catch the sarcasm.
Don’t worry about it, it’s not like I hate u over it
Yeah. Dw I really like from you that you know how to apologize when you said something wrong.
Not many people posses that skill… For me is difficult, for example.
Keep it gangsta @Zoe ! 
Thanks!!
You are a great guy.
You really mean well for ppl
It is a good trait.
I am egg. 
I am chicken. 
I am egg and chicken.
Actually I am hippo.
Man I would never mess with a hippo, those beasts are intimidating lol.
Bit frustrated.
I just slept for 4 hours. Hoping to do somink now.
But I just don’t want.
Guess I’ll be lazy tonight. 
Ive found that practicing on a basketball hoop in my backyard and having to chase down the rebounds when they go far has been good for upping my activity level.
My phone is set to count my steps. I think 3,436 steps in 30 minutes is good considering its less than halfway to the day being over and just a few weeks ago id barely get this many steps in a whole day
Just woke from a nap, had some chicken nuggets and now will do some reading probably.
Edit: Cos I’m not vaping; I may just go back to sleep. feel unfocused
I need to get off my phone. I’ve been chronically online for a long time now. I’m pretty sure I got brain rot
Sure is quiet in here…
Anyone had an experience with a narcissist, psychopath or sociopath before?
Edit: or dark empath?
Edit again: I’m not sure cause I can’t diagnose but felt they were different! Hate, maybe!?
Just took a sleep cocktail of 10 mg Olanzapine, 6 mg Melatonin and 300 mg Magnesium.
listening to Wagoneers…not the wagoneers…some dirtbags stole their name by adding the in front of it…so definitely not The Wagoneers, just Wagoneers.
Hey Kiddos! 
I walked to the discount grocer earlier and stocked up on some good deals. Got some beef and chicken that was discounted for quick sale. Got home and threw both of them in the freezer.
Now I’m just chillin with Jimmy and listening to the 80s marathon on my local station.
I got my little measuring cup earlier today that I ordered on Amazon. Now I’ll know exactly the amount of tablespoons that I’m using for my laundry loads. I really like it a lot. I washed it earlier just to be on the safe side. It’s a small little thing but super helpful for what I’ll be using it for. It’s only 2 US fluid ounces big, or 4 tablespoons. 
Hope you all are well. Now come here and give big daddy a lil’ kiss.
Today has been an extra topping pizza and sweet wine day. Got in about an hour physical activity outside today, now just watching retro game collecting videos and found my power cord for my xbox 360 as well one of my wireless earbuds. So glad its friday even tho weekends lately feel very short
