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Thankfully my fine is less than I thought.:slightly_smiling_face:

I took my dog to the markets yesterday and hope to do so once a month.

Wasn’t so bad being amoung lots of people.
It’s a pretty small market really.

Make a nice outing for us.

We can leave if we feel uncomfortable.

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I am pickier in my old age about who I would date.

I just want my x in sa back.
He was pretty perfect with perfect dogs and home.

A couple of guys showed interest in me but they were too unstable for me.
They have young kids and too much drama in their lives for me .
I don’t even want to hang out with them as friends only.

I’m better of single.
I really am.

They seem nice and appreciate their interest but it’s just not what I want in my life.

I remember my best friend I had could be a real bi tch.

She had a sleep over birthday party once and her and her friends all excluded me and were so awful to me.
I suffered that night.

She did similar things on other occasions.

I have been awful to her too and we always seemed to forgive each other.

There are not many women I can be friends with.
So many are “I’m better than you” and compare themselves to me putting me down and themselves up.
I don’t want “friends” like that.

Some prancing around last few months.
A jogger n some others .

It’s their problem that they feel the need to compare with me and put me down and themselves up and do everything to ruin me.

There are women I love .

I don’t have friends as such.
Not to hang out with or chat with but I’m ok with that.

Better to be alone than …

I wish I knew that when I was a teen in Onsala and they bullied me that I was a ugly wh ore.
I should have stayed away from them and just kept to myself.
Was too painful being treated that way.

I have been spending so much money lately and hope I will be ok since I have no savings.

I pay my bills and am not in debt so that’s good.

Hope you guys are well.

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Is that South Africa?

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If they called you ugly it’s probably cos you’re actually pretty and they’re jealous. That happened to me. For years I thought I was ugly

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South Australia :australia:

I love love love south Australia country side.

It’s magnificent.:two_hearts:

My x has a perfect home and perfect dogs and he is pretty perfect but he wouldn’t let me go vegan and he used glue traps and no one can tell me what I can and can’t eat in my opinion and I’m strongly against glue traps as the mice are tortured.

I miss him and he is the person I love most in the world but I had to be true to myself and my morals .

Want him to take me back as vegan and stop using glue traps.

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But it was boys that called me ugly.

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I had some bomb chicken & dumplings, cheesy potatoes and carrot cake, all homemade, very good.

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I think you should stay in touch with him even if you don’t feel like forgiving him.

Even if it’s just facebook, it’s something.

My husband had a kid before we met.

He (the kid) is grown now,

He and my husband have always had a very distant relationship.

I still think it’s important they keep in some sort of touch.

I’m just saying,

You don’t have to have a great relationship to want to keep that line of communication open.

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They were probably just mean boys

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Try to tell him how you feel, with the intention of wanting to make amends.

I did that with my mum and we are doing better.

Not perfect but we are OK.
A lot she does still triggers psychotic memories though. Idk yet how to deal with that.

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@Truemist8,

You’ve posted lots of pictures on this site and I have to say,

You’re a very attractive woman.

I wish you wouldn’t be down on yourself all the time.

Be proud, you have a very unique and appealing look.

Maybe you should try some affirmations to raise your self esteem.

I do them and they really help me.

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@Truemist8. Like I said they were just boys being stupid. If you’re the same person I’m thinking of you’re not ugly.

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@GoldenRex, @Loke, @naturallycured, @anon51377248, and @Truemist8.

Thank you all for your heartfelt advice tonight.

I went ahead and reactivated my Facebook.

Much love to ya guys and gals. :heart:

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@Schztuna, and @GoldenRex what do you think of these kicks? I ordered the black and white ones.

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I always thought he lived in South Africa, too; I thought that’s what S.A. stood for.

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My dad is getting a dental emergency surgery tomorrow for a dental abscess on top of crown teeth.
he preferred if i was there so i am going along.

not sure if i can actually watch though. might get nauseaus or scared

now my sibling wants to come along too to watch.

the dentist did not seem to have a problem with that even though we are in lockdown.

i mean my dad seems really stressed to go on his own.

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I like them!

And they look comfortable.

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Is the dentist going to remove the tooth?

I got a tooth pulled a week ago. The dentist told me he might need to break my tooth into two pieces to get it out. I couldn’t feel anything, but I heard everything, including when he cracked the tooth in two. I can’t imagine it would’ve been pleasant to watch.

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exactly. i have seen an xray of the extent of the infection aswell and it is quite bad. because the infection is above a crowned tooth, they will need to break the crown and remove both crown teeth.

did you have to take pain killers after the tooth was pulled out?

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The Saints are kicking ass

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Thank you. :blush: I’m looking forward to getting them.

I wasn’t going to order any shoes for a while, but I figured I’d treat myself since it’s my birthday later this month.

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