No I didn’t see it but I’ve felt this way off and on for years I hate being on government assistance I wanna work I never wanted to be this way
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I like your new avatar!
I’m doing alright. Just had a coffee. It’s the wee hours here and still dark outside.
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Good morning Jonathan! I woke up at midnight again.
I ordered two pairs of jogging pants so I can wear them at the gym. I don’t have a lot of clothing for exercising so I had to make a purchase. Hopefully they will fit!
I took out a steak from the freezer. That’s my dinner for today.
How’s your course going? Are you keeping busy?
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Jogging pants sounds like comfortable to use on other occasions as well.
I’m doing a 7 day online immersive right now. It’s the start of day 3. I have to watch 6 hours of recorded videos or live streams every day and practice on a person.
It’s gone well so far but it takes most of my energy.
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6h? Yikes!
Well it’s good to keep busy. I am depressed because I don’t have anything to do.
It’s only a week so try to keep yourself motivated.
Are you done with the course completely after this week?
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After the immersive I can go for certification and have to make some videos of myself practicing and need to get 10 Feedback reports from people I practice on.
Either way I’m also going to the in-person immersive in Barcelona in the first week of the Easter holiday. It’s the same as the virtual immersive but that way I get more practice and people can also practice the technique on me. I hope it won’t be too destabilizing as an experience though.
I hope you enjoy that steak!
Are you still going to the the gym, since you’re saying your depressed? Exercise might help.
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I did a lot today and still depressed lol
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Hello Aziz! I remember you once tried Wellbutrin but that didn’t work out. Are you trying another AD?
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Sounds like you have a lot to do. But it sounds like fun.
I haven’t been to the gym but I’ll go as soon as I get my pants. My back is really troubling me, I can’t walk because of the pain.
I have painkillers but I don’t want to take them as it’s my own laziness that put me in this situation.
These last two weeks have been painful.
Are you going to move to Barcelona? It seems to be an awesome city.
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Maybe. I’m going this winter for 3 months and hope to find out if I’m going for a long-term move or not.
I did find out that I can get my disability payment in Spain as well.
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Doing things makes me less depressed. I don’t think it’s good for a person doing nothing.
Hopefully I can start studying again.
How are you today Aziz? Besides the depression I mean?
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Wellbutrin made anger issues worse, I think sz too. The Dr says I don’t have depression, he thinks Wellbutrin helps my negative symptoms. I think its because it increases dopamine and norepinephrine. I want to try Strattera but he said no more med changes for me.
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Almost midnight here, can’t sleep.
How is everyone doing?
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Sounds awesome!
How much is your disability if I may ask? Will you be able to pay rent and food?
Do you already have a place to live in?
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I passed almost the whole day outside. Went to the gym with a friend but lifted too much I felt very dizzy and almost puked. I think its also because I lifted on an empty stomach. I do intermittent fasting. Then went to Costco with family. Then went with a friend to Starbucks and later to my uncle’s.
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I get 1600€ a month.
My mom is going to retire next year and she’s considering to move along. That way we can split the bill and make it work financially.
I have rented a small house for those 3 months but don’t yet have a permanent place.
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Fine, just taking it easy! Don’t you have a sleep aid?
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I sometimes take Ativan if I can’t sleep.
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Sounds good!
Yeah, move with your mom. It will be a good experience. Also there is a lot of culture in Barcelona. Plenty of things to occupy yourself with. Lots of sightseeing. My friend who studied arts loved Barcelona.
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Hey y’all, good evening 
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I’m just bored. Not much going on here, have the oven heating for mozzarella sticks, will be good with pizza sauce for dipping 
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