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What time do you go to bed and get up @san_pedro ?
Hi everyone.
Woke up a little bit ago but not feeling the best. No plans to go anywhere today. Just gonna take it easy. Usually my depression tends to slightly improve as the day goes on.
Haven’t seen Charles yet today.
Gonna study some Hebrew later.
Hope y’all are well.
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I’m watching this walking video from a month ago. Apparently it’s been so cold around Helsinki, Finland that people can walk on sea ice over to some nearby islands. 
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Hypothetically, if I ever came into real money (50 billion+), some would go to NAMI, some to my family (a little), and I would start my own schizophrenia foundation for a cure and for college scholarships so schizophrenics could go to school. Since i suffer so much from this condition (it has affected my outlook, personality, and thinking so much), I would only focus on such condition.
Obviously, my delusions are getting to me. Like I said, I have no money. Tax man takes a bunch. I only need about 10 million dollars to live on comfortably.
It would be nice to have a wife and kids, obviously if I had that much money. I don’t think I’ll ever see it at all. Technically, I don’t think it’s even mine nor do I want that sort of risk or attention.
The rest (majority) would go to the government maybe start some AI foundation. This is just me thinking as most smart rich people make money off their investments. (I’m not one of those). Bitcoin isn’t just simple invention or technology. It’s controversial and some people really, really love it and others want it dead and gone.
See, I have this delusion I created Bitcoin, but it causes me too much paranoia and anxiety and fear. That and I have these psychic abilities among other ‘mutant’ abilities.
See I don’t know who controls it or who owns what. I think I deserve it or some of it, really. But I’m too afraid. I think the only way to collect it is a quantum computer. That’s why I think the government should get it. I could be out of my mind here and out of my reach, but I think my memories are coming from the future at least.
I ‘reincarnated/resurrected’ in 2013 or woke up that year completely crippled and dissociated and disabled. Some sort of reincarnation/time travel is going on and I’m in a causal loop where bitcoin might have been a common things in those lives, but I never figured it out or remembered. Maybe it’s not me and my delusions and schizophrenia are getting the best of me again. (Ruining my life as always).
It just feels like a past life and I feel like I could be seriously hurt or something if it’s real.
I don’t know why I have these delusions. Perhaps, fantasy? Past life recall?
I think aliens are involved and perhaps helped me and maybe want me to have some of it, but I’m too scared. I often compare myself to the “Great Gatsby” lol. You know, new money vs old money. The old money people hate it. The new money people love it. It’s a sad invention I think. Too much controversy and ruined my life – every life. I had no clue until recently really. It may not even be real.
I think we live in a sim so the past isn’t even me and I could be a clone or doppleganger/time traveler so I have no regrets really.
Should I ask for a med adjustment?
Just pumped some iron at the gym for twenty minutes. Not too long, but anything is better than nothing
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Went to family dollar and got groceries also got some copies I needed for housing. Sometimes simple tasks can seem hard. Feeling more in control of my mind lately. Just keeping things simpler.
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My dad’s friends are over. We’re gonna have homemade bean and ham soup with air fried corn dogs for supper.
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Hey y’all, I hope you’re doing well. I’m doing pretty well, got groceries. I saw something I’d never seen before, had to buy it. It was a tub of Philadelphia brand no-bake cheesecake filling. I love the stuff. I’m not making a cheesecake, though, just going to have at it with a spoon. Maybe I should have gone all-out and bought a can of pie filling to go with it lol.
Actually, I bought something else I’d never seen. Mozzarella-stuffed Takis, from the frozen section; they could be good.
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My sister is driving me crazy. She’s ocd about cleaning. I’m not
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Hey Goodfellas and fellow G’s! 
I’m spinning my new CCR record. Holy crap does it sound great! Mastered super well. And the vinyl is this groovy green color. 
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I’m so sleepy. Hope y’all are doing well.
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I keep living and staying in the past. ■■■■.
Breathing sounds good to me. That’s what Thich Nhat Hanh suggests.
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I have been trying this or thinking positive affirmations… thank you
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No Longer Lonely is practically a cyber dessert. There’s no one in my area on there. Kinda sad. And many of the profiles have been inactive for years.
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Hey hon… I think you should try tinder. Despite what most ppl say it’s not just for hookups. You can meet really cool people there…
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Yeah, when I get a new phone in the future I might give that site a try.
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@anon83141956 why would you feel it undermines your confidence? I’m just curious
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Spring is close, sun heated up my house quite a bit today, I know it can still get cold but gives hope. With covid been a long cold nasty winter
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