Hard to believe I’ve been asleep for 20 hours.
Thank you all for the shout out and support and the cold hard facts… I was unravelling yesterday. Today is so much more grounded. I can’t really say I feel better because I was giddy euphoric yesterday.
My sis got heavy handed and took me to the hospital promptly after she managed to catch up to me. Hate to say it… After I posted here, I got a bit more emphatic about peace love and the universe.
Not my style but I was having a night of biblical visions… epic vision quest sort of stuff. It was like being back on XTC and LSD.
I’ve been trying to tell my sis that even though my body feels 20 tons of beaten up and aching… my mind is on fire.
I wasn’t kidding. At the hospital I found out I had a 103+ fever and I was really dehydrated.
How weird is it to be relieved one has the common flu? I don’t think I’ve ever had flu before. If it wasn’t for the lovely mental euphoria I would really be hurting right now.
They pushed some fluids into me, sent me home with only one tiny Ambien, some Peideiasure for rehydration and some Theraflu. The Ambien knocked me out.
Last check, the fever is now down to 101 and I’m still feeling a little high and euphoric, still getting some rather interesting visual glitches, heightened color and soft edges and some singing in my head… But physically exhausted… joints and muscles ache, just feeing run down. I know… flu.
I’ve been cleared by my pdoc for some over the counter sleeping pills. Advil PM looks good.
But at least now I’m not worrying that I’m going to be admitted or loosing the effectiveness of my meds.
I know we’re all different, but I wonder if fever ever throws other people this far out into the universe too?
Just wondering… what do you guys think of flu shots? I’ve never been a fan… but then… I’ve never had this before.
Again… thank you all… and please be understanding if I still seem a bit out of my head. I should be back in my head as I get over this.